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Jun 13, 2011, 05:31 PM
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Well, I just got home from my session. It is my last session until I get back from Florida visit in 2 wks.
Tears were pouring out of my eyes on the way home, but I didn't wipe them away because they were pure. They were tears from my heart overflowing from the love my T gave me today. We talked about the Native American stuff that I don't get into here on PC - but stuff that means all the world to me. And he is so awesome and walks the path too with his heart so he heard me and understood everything. And he acted on it with his heart. He even gave me a VERY sacred gift in the Native American way... something too sacred to talk about in writing words. But it is something BIG in meaning that I will take with me on my journey home. It shows me that he is with me, and it shows me that he has accepted me into his heart as one of his tribe... like a true spiritual child or younger sister really. And not just because I pay him! LOL  What he did is love that can't be purchased and can only be gifted from one heart to another. It feels different. I will go back home now and know I carry big blankets of love around my heart. Love that is PURE and not tainted. Love that can touch my hand without evil purpose in mind! I needed a male who was strong and like a father or older brother to me to give me that and today my T gave me this and showed me fully I was loved. Sometimes people want so much to hear the words "I love you" Today for me my T was screaming those words from the top of the highest mountain into my soul. 
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Jun 13, 2011, 05:48 PM
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awsome wepow i bet it will hepl so much as you see your family as i am sur that wont always be easy i will be thinking of you
i hope your visit goes well
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Jun 13, 2011, 05:49 PM
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So pleased for you and T, WePow
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Jun 13, 2011, 06:23 PM
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((((((((((((Wepow))))))))))))
I am glad your session went well. Awesome. |
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Jun 13, 2011, 06:33 PM
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WePow, that is absolutely wonderful!! Enjoy the moment!!
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Jun 13, 2011, 09:11 PM
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Love reading these kinds of posts
 So happy for you, you have an awesome T!
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Jun 13, 2011, 09:22 PM
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Sounds like an amazing session, WePow. (((WP))) It is wonderful that you and your T share the same spiritual ways.
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Jun 14, 2011, 09:21 AM
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MY heart feels happy to read about YOUR happiness and connection with your T. I was worried about you but now I feel a lot better!
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Jun 14, 2011, 09:47 AM
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SO amazing.....I am so happy for you, WePow.....
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Jun 14, 2011, 01:29 PM
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I know you won't read this now, but what a lovely session
What a great T you have- he truly cares for you
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Jun 14, 2011, 09:03 PM
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Well, this is the real deal now. I stopped by myself at a hotel in Georgia half way there. I want to write my t but I don't because I want to hold not that special feeling from session. I dissociated a little while taking a walk to the taco bell.but I contained and was safe. I did hit the bar in the hotel and had a double crown, but I didn't act out like I would have in the past. Yippie. Now I can't sleep, miss my partner. But glad they have wifi. Lol
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Jun 14, 2011, 09:15 PM
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(((( WePow ))))
I admire your strength and awareness....You are doing great. I totally get how you want to write your T, but then don't - because you want to hold onto that special feeling (especially in light of what zoo is going through). ((( HUGS )))
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Jun 14, 2011, 10:15 PM
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Well done WePow!
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