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Old Sep 07, 2011, 08:49 PM
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session tomorrow....

been dealing with emotions stirred up by session on monday.

to make most of the time, i'm bringing my journal so she see can see where I've been emotionally since Monday. (it's better than my verbal skills )

I've never shared my journal before. Not really scared or anxious to share this with her. I think it'll help her know how to help me. looking forward to the extra support.

in the meantime, the waves of emotions keep coming. it's exhausting.
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Old Sep 07, 2011, 08:53 PM
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It is exhausting... Hang in there! I like the idea of sharing your journal. Here's one idea, hope it doesn't sound silly: I share my journal entries(well, not all of them) with my T, but I actually photocopy the pages I want her to read and then give them to her.
Sometimes we talk about what I have written and sometimes not. Either way, it's nice to know she has taken the time to read my writing...
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Old Sep 07, 2011, 08:55 PM
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that's a really good idea to take your journal, and that you keep one ... I think it will help both of you to see what's been going on for you the last few days and hopefully help you to move past the avoiding
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Old Sep 07, 2011, 09:42 PM
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Good luck tomorrow! I'm glad you can see your T twice this week. Do you usually see her once/week? I also think it's a good idea to bring your journal with you. I used to do that when I was seeing my former Ts. It was helpful when I couldn't tell them how I felt.

I know it's uncomfortable when emotions get stirred up but that's where you need to do the work!
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Old Sep 07, 2011, 09:44 PM
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I used to take a journal to my T...it worked very good....and saved alot of time. It gave him a pretty good picture of where I was.
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Old Sep 07, 2011, 09:59 PM
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i think bringing your journal is a great idea.i know i write way better than i can speak.i know it has helped a lot when i am willing to bring in something i wrote for T to read
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Old Sep 08, 2011, 01:36 AM
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I wish you all the best. I read T a 9 page letter yesterday. It was daunting, but I think it was worth it. You are right, it is exhausting. GOOD LUCK!!
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Old Sep 08, 2011, 05:21 PM
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Thinking of you, rainbow_rose. I hope your session went well.
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Old Sep 08, 2011, 07:16 PM
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Butterflies Are Free, tigergirl, rainbow8, popeye, granite1, SilentLucidity - thank you ALL for your encouragement and support. I do appreciate it!!!

Unfortunately, my therapist got weird about the whole journal thing and I told her never mind.

I don't think I have the energy for this right now.
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Happiness cannot be found
through great effort and willpower,
but is already present,
in open relaxation and letting go.

Don't strain yourself,
there is nothing to do or undo.
Whatever momentarily arises
in the body-mind
Has no real importance at all,
has little reality whatsoever.

Don't believe in the reality
of good and bad experiences;
they are today's ephemeral weather,
like rainbows in the sky.


~Venerable Lama Gendun Rinpoche~

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Old Sep 08, 2011, 09:51 PM
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Sorry to hear she go weird about the journal thing. Did she tell you why?
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Old Sep 08, 2011, 10:01 PM
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((((((((((rainbow rose)))))))))))) sorry the journal thing didn't work out ... i hope she was still able to help and that not reading that didn't ruin the experience for you ... listening if you want to talk more later at all; and thinking of you now
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Old Sep 08, 2011, 10:04 PM
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Butterflies Are Free, tigergirl, rainbow8, popeye, granite1, SilentLucidity - thank you ALL for your encouragement and support. I do appreciate it!!!

Unfortunately, my therapist got weird about the whole journal thing and I told her never mind.

I don't think I have the energy for this right now.
really she got weird?? wow i think it was a great idea and can be so helpfull.what made you feel she got all weird.
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Old Sep 09, 2011, 08:57 PM
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t actually encouraged the journal thing. i was the one who freaked out

journaling i love, reading journal in t or allowing t to read journal is a big NO HOW, NO WAY for me...
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Old Sep 11, 2011, 07:12 PM
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are you ok?
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Old Sep 11, 2011, 08:46 PM
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I'm sorry, rainbow. I think sharing the journal was a good idea too. We'll all be here for your when you are ready to talk about it.
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Old Sep 13, 2011, 07:29 PM
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stopdog, tigergirl, granite1, jbmomg, FourRedheads - thank you

i am ok. it'll all been too big to process. i was and am very very hurt.

... but i must be a glutton for punishment 'cause I'm want to write something to share with her on thursday. but there are no words. there is nothing.

pure masochism
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Happiness cannot be found
through great effort and willpower,
but is already present,
in open relaxation and letting go.

Don't strain yourself,
there is nothing to do or undo.
Whatever momentarily arises
in the body-mind
Has no real importance at all,
has little reality whatsoever.

Don't believe in the reality
of good and bad experiences;
they are today's ephemeral weather,
like rainbows in the sky.


~Venerable Lama Gendun Rinpoche~


Last edited by rainbow_rose; Sep 13, 2011 at 09:05 PM.
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Old Sep 14, 2011, 12:05 AM
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rainbow_rose: I'm sorry you were hurt.
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