[sweepy62]

tomorrow is t time again i cant wait, anyway i have a couple of topics i want to discuss with her but mostly i want to start processing my childhood trauma which she already knows, except she said we need to process it and i think she is right maybe i could get rid of guilt anger and all the other messed up emotions
the problem is i am afraid to start because i get so tensed and embarrased and i havent cried in over a year i am holding my emotions back and i am afraid to cry in front of her i dont cry at all and most certainly not in front of anyone i wish i could because maybe i could let go of pent up emotions, anyway i will try and start tomorrow somewhere in the middle of the session wish me luck

[mcl6136]

All the best of luck to you....you sound really READY to begin this hard work. It is possible....you can do this!

[sweepy62]

Originally Posted by mcl6136

All the best of luck to you....you sound really READY to begin this hard work. It is possible....you can do this!

thank you but i am so scared

[hopefultoday]

I need to do this too, but I don't want to! Good for you for having such a good attitude! How are you going to process it? I don't cry either and definitely not in front of anyone, but not by myself really either. Good luck!

[CantExplain]

Crying is good for your and Ts are used to it.

[sweepy62]

Originally Posted by hopefultoday

I need to do this too, but I don't want to! Good for you for having such a good attitude! How are you going to process it? I don't cry either and definitely not in front of anyone, but not by myself really either. Good luck!

well those are my intentions but come tomorrow i dont know i wish i could show emotion the only emotions i can show is guilt and anger but i will start processing it whatever that means