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Mar 09, 2012, 12:46 PM
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I wish I was special
You're so ****ing special But I'm a creep I'm a weirdo What the hell am I doing here? I don't belong here *** This is so how I feel after my session today. My T and I have been talking about anger and doing things wrong and just plain being wrong. And I get that my parents, especially my mother, led me to feel unworthy and as if I was constantly doing things wrong. And that she didn't want me around. "Get your ugly face away from me," my mother's voice, rang through my head after my last session. I want to be close to her (my T) all. the. time. I hate, hate, hate that desire. I want to crumple it up, smash it flat, kick it to the curb. Stupid, childish desires. That make me feel like an absolute, utter creep. |
 Anonymous33425, FourRedheads, karebear1, Screenager
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Mar 09, 2012, 12:58 PM
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 this song.
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Mar 09, 2012, 01:22 PM
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 Hugs to you. |
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Mar 09, 2012, 01:51 PM
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 Radiohead.'15 Step' often speaks to me: How come I end up where I started? How come I end up where I went wrong? I won't take my eyes off the ball again First you reel me out and then you cut the string You used to be alright What happened? Did the cat get your tongue? Did your string come undone? One by one One by one It comes to us all It's as soft as your pillow You used to be alright What happened Et cetera, et cetera Facts for whatever Fifteen steps Then a sheer drop |
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Mar 09, 2012, 04:43 PM
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Obviously it is very important. I want to be close to my T all the time, and I don't always get that. But I don't hate that desire and I don't feel like a creep. Please help me to understand?
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