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Apr 19, 2012, 03:33 PM
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(sorry just thought this could panic somepeople over the discussion of termination, so WARNING)
So...my final session with old T is on the 1st of may, she said I can rerefer in a 3 month time session, otherwise I will have to go through doctor to get an appointment, and she cant guarentee I will have her again. so then I go to new T, and she says that basically their department is being shut down, while they will still be around they will be in surgerys and around and about rather than one set place, so I have 2 more sessions then our sessions will be terminating, the cut off time before their department closes is the end of may... I am going to be completely alone...old T i ended the session myself, and I kind of regret it, but I didnt feel she could help me any further, not until her techniques can be truely tested, so really we are leaving with a giant question mark, until i can answer the question on my needs from her, it hurts because I do have a romantic transference for her, BUT, end of the day this is about me healing, and getting better and I cant keep seeing her just for the sake of seeing her If I feel ive made the improvement I need, plus I dont want her thinking shes not helping when she is. new T...well I knew that would end, just didnt know it would end so quickly, she is thinking about reffering me on, but its something we will discuss during the next two sessions, but ultimatly, im alone again.. and its scary. new T is worried because, out of my family and group of friends i play the role of counciler, but dont have anyone to talk to, I told her its better to keep things bottled up, and she agreed that sometimes talking about things can be far more damaging, especially if the person is not prepared for the emotional repurcussions of opening up old wounds. but said that maybe just using the services to have someone to talk to, or just knowing that I can talk will be helpful. but anyways...yes alone....alone....a...lone..yaay...saracasm...alone :'( EDIT: also new T said that shes surprised how well i am compared to others that have had a similar upbringing, apparently she surprised I am not more screwed up lol!...ah if only she knew. |
 Anonymous33425, Anonymous43209, geez, Nelliecat
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Apr 19, 2012, 07:17 PM
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I hope you find a good T soon.
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Apr 20, 2012, 05:47 AM
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yeah, i dont, no one cares, so thats fine.....ill just be alone then....why did i even think anyone would care? dunno....im an idiot..bye pyschcentral
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Apr 22, 2012, 12:22 AM
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I'm sorry you are in such a bad place right now.
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