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it's been a while since I posted here. . .lots of things going on.
Saw a new therapist last Thursday. And again today. And I'll see her again on Friday. Though the office gave me a reasonable rate, she informed me today that that rate will be a "weekly rate" regardless of how frequently I see her during the week. And she's willing to see me at least 2 times a week, possibly 3 depending on what we're dealing with. I like her. I don't know how to handle liking her. I really expected another a-hole shrink to tell me I'm hysterical/bipolar/BPD/schizo/depressed/anxious/etc rather than actually LISTEN to me much less believe me. But she did. And she had the right answers for things. . .tests I suppose. . .that I was throwing out there to test the waters. So. . .why am I so nervous?
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I'm glad you've had a good experience. Whenever experiences don't match my expectations, even if they end up in the positive direction, I experience anxiety. Especially if the positive experience is counter to a long history of negative experiences.
I hope things continue to go well. |
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It is all still so new; we're always nervous/suspicious/waiting for the other shoe to drop, etc. when we just start something. I'm glad you like her and it's looking good!
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Hopefully, things will continue to go well so that the anxiety can decrease!
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#5
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Maybe you're not used to good things happening?
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starting with someone new is always anxiety provoking, even more so after you've been thru so much with prior t's.
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never mind... |
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Two visits down, email over the weekend, and I see her again on Wednesday. Still wondering how this is going to end up. Still wondering why i'm even talking to her - not sure if it's trust, or just the desperation to find out if she *really* can help me, so just throw it all out there kind of thing, you know?
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You are not too much for them. They are not enough for you. ~E. Bennings |
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I hear some HOPE in your message. Hope for something different/better always help me when I started with a new therapist.
Hang on to that sliver of hope. |
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