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Old Jun 12, 2012, 09:38 PM
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a really hard day... i kept trying to turn it around but i have ended the day in tears. do not want to email my therapist. i see her in 2 days.

i am alone as usual . so tired of crying alone. and now i have a headache from crying.

plus the weight of being aware of everything I need to fix in my life via therapy is crushing me and i can't focus on one thing. i don't know how to get out from under this weight. sorry if I have not made sense.


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Old Jun 12, 2012, 09:50 PM
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Hugs awaaaaaay!





I recommend the "next step" philosophy.
What do I need to do next?
Concentrate on that, and trust that the rest will follow.
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Old Jun 12, 2012, 09:51 PM
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Old Jun 12, 2012, 09:53 PM
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I am sorry to hear it is so rough right now. I hope the therapy appointment helps some.
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Old Jun 12, 2012, 09:57 PM
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I'm sorry, Rose.
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Old Jun 12, 2012, 10:30 PM
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I'm so sorry to hear you're having such a tough time. Take care of yourself.
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Old Jun 12, 2012, 10:56 PM
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I'm sorry, rainbow_rose. I hope you feel better soon!!
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Old Jun 12, 2012, 10:56 PM
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Old Jun 13, 2012, 05:43 AM
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((((((((((((((((( rainbow rose )))))))))))))))

now you see T in only one day. Hang in there. I'm sorry it's hard.
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Old Jun 13, 2012, 06:06 AM
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A million hugs (((((Rainbow))))). I've had some of those feelings before and it's not easy. Wishing you peace of mind.
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Old Jun 13, 2012, 06:10 AM
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Old Jun 13, 2012, 06:17 AM
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Only one more day RainbowRose Hang in there!
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Old Jun 13, 2012, 06:24 AM
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Old Jun 13, 2012, 07:47 AM
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thanks so much to you all.



you made me feel not so alone. i appreciate that.

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Happiness cannot be found
through great effort and willpower,
but is already present,
in open relaxation and letting go.

Don't strain yourself,
there is nothing to do or undo.
Whatever momentarily arises
in the body-mind
Has no real importance at all,
has little reality whatsoever.

Don't believe in the reality
of good and bad experiences;
they are today's ephemeral weather,
like rainbows in the sky.


~Venerable Lama Gendun Rinpoche~

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Old Jun 13, 2012, 07:49 AM
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I'm late jumping on the hug train, rose. I hope today is much better!
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Old Jun 13, 2012, 08:05 AM
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Only one more day till your T session! Just keep logged on and see the hugs from all of us who are wishing you a better day today...

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Old Jun 13, 2012, 09:27 AM
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Hoping today is a better day, with only happy tears.
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Old Jun 13, 2012, 07:50 PM
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__________________
Happiness cannot be found
through great effort and willpower,
but is already present,
in open relaxation and letting go.

Don't strain yourself,
there is nothing to do or undo.
Whatever momentarily arises
in the body-mind
Has no real importance at all,
has little reality whatsoever.

Don't believe in the reality
of good and bad experiences;
they are today's ephemeral weather,
like rainbows in the sky.


~Venerable Lama Gendun Rinpoche~

Hugs from:
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Old Jun 13, 2012, 07:54 PM
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those dont look like happy emoties
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Old Jun 13, 2012, 08:04 PM
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not a good day...
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Happiness cannot be found
through great effort and willpower,
but is already present,
in open relaxation and letting go.

Don't strain yourself,
there is nothing to do or undo.
Whatever momentarily arises
in the body-mind
Has no real importance at all,
has little reality whatsoever.

Don't believe in the reality
of good and bad experiences;
they are today's ephemeral weather,
like rainbows in the sky.


~Venerable Lama Gendun Rinpoche~

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Old Jun 13, 2012, 09:41 PM
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So sorry, rainbow rose. Let us know if there is something we can do to help.
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Old Jun 13, 2012, 10:08 PM
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Old Jun 13, 2012, 11:49 PM
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So sorry, rainbow rose. Let us know if there is something we can do to help.


you are doing it. 'listening', commenting, offering support. i don't have that IRL. thank you so much.
__________________
Happiness cannot be found
through great effort and willpower,
but is already present,
in open relaxation and letting go.

Don't strain yourself,
there is nothing to do or undo.
Whatever momentarily arises
in the body-mind
Has no real importance at all,
has little reality whatsoever.

Don't believe in the reality
of good and bad experiences;
they are today's ephemeral weather,
like rainbows in the sky.


~Venerable Lama Gendun Rinpoche~

Hugs from:
Anonymous32517, Anonymous37917
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Old Jun 13, 2012, 11:50 PM
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if we can be of any help please let us know
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