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Old Jun 09, 2012, 12:50 AM
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I'm so sorry I've offended you- I really didn't mean to. I have a great deal of admiration for you- for example how you deal even without your T being around (I wouldn't be able to do so)
I really care for you.
I've realized my answer might have been taken as an insult and I really didn't mean that- I must say this topic is quite personal for me- I've gained more than 20 pounds while on AD's cause I was to exhausted to even get out of bed and ate like crazy. Still I've taken them, cause they helped a bit- aside from me being depressed by my weight gain when I finally felt better.
I've read your posts since I've joined and seen how much your situation has improved by now- so when I've read you've stop taking your meds I was afraid for you. When your post are written by the real you, they can be funny, compassionate and show how incredibly strong and intelligent you really are. So I only meant to help- stupid me. However, when I look at my posting it sounds mean and says pretty much exactly what my mum told me when I was asking her advise regarding the same topic (I thought trying to use your love for someone to guilt you into doing stg you don't want to do was her area of expertise but as it seems I've inherited that too).

So what I'm asking is for you to please forgive me- harming you was the last thing on my mind. I truly am sorry for what I've said.
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Old Jun 09, 2012, 08:56 AM
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Old Jun 09, 2012, 06:30 PM
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Thank you i appreciate your kind words.

Yesterday was just a very very bad day for me all day-- from finding out my nephew is dying in ICU to my husband being a total ***** to me and being suicidal by nightfall, i just couldn't take much.

I stopped taking my meds months and months ago, but I dont really want to talk about it. But thank you for apologizing.
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Old Jun 10, 2012, 01:09 AM
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I felt really bad. Being forgiven I feel better- thank you- still a bit ashamed of what I've done but that's good cause I do need to think twice before I post now- I'm trying to stop harming myself and I notice I'm turning my anger on innocent ppl. Hope that changes soon too.

However difficult your life may be now, I know you can handle it. Though it would be nice if your T came back...
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Old Jun 10, 2012, 01:12 AM
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I'm trying to stop harming myself and I notice I'm turning my anger on innocent ppl.
It's not pretty, but I think it's progress.

If the anger is turned outwards, you may have a better chance of finding out what it is about.
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