[~EnlightenMe~]

I thought I had some okay moments today, but now it feels more like hypo mania. My brain keeps going and going and I am feeling not myself. I'm tired and I finally found my Ativan.

That being said, I won't have my Provigil tomorrow because my Psychiatrist has the absolute worst office staff. My pharmacist faxed the office once last Thursday and once today for an authorization for the Provigil because it now has the generic form, so my insurance co. sees it as a new drug (ugh?) so I have to have another authorization. So, I have to do without Provigil tomorrow. I think I'm feeling manic because I have been taking my Ativan regularly, which is not the norm. But I haven't had it for a few days because I lost it. Ughhh.

Also, in the I'm over it file, I had my doctor fill out prescriptions for 90 days, and my insurance pays for a mail order plan. Well, they have been late on two drugs thus far and I need my cholesterol meds. So, I don't have time at work to call, but I actually did ask my H to handle all of this for me, and he will. I can't deal with having to do all of these tasks, esp. when I can't really call from work.

I feel especially vulnerable for some reason, maybe I'm not grounded right now. I don't know why I posted, I just did. I'm tired but I don't want to go to sleep because that means I have to get up and face another looonnnngg day.

[CantExplain]

((Antimatter))

I'm glad I'm not doing therapy on insurance.

[elliemay]

Sometimes I simply do not understand why every single little thing has to be such a fight.

The act of getting a prescription filled should not turn into a week long affair. It just shouldn't - but it can and does.

"They" say that we should be able to just roll with it. It's just not fair is all.

[Sannah]

Good work asking your husband for help!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!