[sugahorse1]

I really was honest. I even told her I was back on Klonopin when my pdoc didn't want me to take it. I told her I'd been crying a lot the last few days. I told her I really wanted to phone her and just hear a few comforting words, but I knew I wasn't going to get that - that she'd just phone the hospital and book me in. That's not what I wanted.

I asked her what happened if I had to phone he this week between sessions, and she really pushed for hospital. I don't think I want to go. To an extent I'm actually feeling a bit rejected by her - like she's palming me off to somewhere else because she doesn't know how to help me.

[Sila]

If anything, wouldn't that be a good thing? If she realizes she's out of her area of being able to help, then trying to get you somewhere that can help would be a responsible decision. I know the heart doesn't like to agree with the mind.

Take care and hoping for the best decision to come your way.

[sugahorse1]

She would still be my T if I was inpatient. It would just be a safer environment -presumably- and would give me a break. I do agree that she's probably worried I'll do something to myself and I'm not sure what her obligations are - if she HAS to send me off if I am threat to myself

[anilam]

Depends on the country- here Ts are not obliged to report SUI behavior [only if you're hurting others]. However, your family can sue them for malpractice which let to a death of a patient. So it's a bit tricky here.
You can ask your T about her responsibilities. Take care.

[sugahorse1]

Seems like she can't drag me to hospital here... I'm so on the fence. Had a bad morning, but things have gotten better as time goes on.