[Daeva]

So on Wednesday night as some of you know, I had to go to the hospital to get a psych eval cause I was really unstable. Well before I left I had to shoot my C (ex-c i suppose, whether she terminated me or I terminated with her makes no difference since we are not seeing each other anymore) an email because she is my advisor at the college and she handles all the medical absences for those with disabilities. And so I just emailed her "I need to go to the hospital, I'm not mentally well right now, can you email my professors and tell them I'll be out for a few days?" She said yes and wished me well. So after the fiasco at the hospital, I came back thursday evening (I didn't get admitted like I had planned, seriously, I told them i had a plan, even wrote a letter, I had cuts all over my arm but my psych doc just goes, 'she can wait until she sees her therapist, tell her to go home' ****ing hate that guy)

So then this morning out of nowhere's, she gets a hold of me and asks how I am, if I was admitted and what was going on with me. I thought at first she was asking cause she already sent out the email telling my professors I was admitted so I explained what happened and apologized 50 times. She said, no reason to be sorry just didn't know what was going on with you, I do hope you get better, the end of term is coming up, you're close now. so I said thank you, and explained how glad I was college was almost out for winter break, but then expressed worry over me not being able to see my T over break, and my C actually talked it out with me, asking me why, and talking out options before leaving the conversation.

It's the first time she's even acknowledged my existence since last Friday happened. And it was positive, she (to me maybe you guys read it differently) expressed some sort of care for me still.

[Victoria'smom]

I'm glad C reached out to you. When do you see T? Keep talking here

[Daeva]

Monday at 1. Oh I will, I always do <3