I am not in therapy right now. I have been bitter and cynical about it since the ending of my therapy that was hurtful and awful.

I still read here. Maybe I shouldn't. Lots of times I want to reply to something, but I can't/don't because I don't want to say the wrong thing and if I have hurt anyone because of my bitterness I am very sorry.

My heart is with you all. I wish the best for each of you.

Probably a dumb post, but I feel bad for not participating anymore.

[gayleggg]

roseleigh, your input is always welcome. I know sometimes my depression shows up too much in my posts, so I have to watch negativity, too.

[RTerroni]

I know how you feel as I am not currently in Therapy right now (but looking to go back very soon) and I also left my last Therapist under very bad circumstances about 2 months back. I am also reminded that it was 1 year ago today that I had my final meeting with a Therapist who I saw for 4 years and had a great final meeting planed out which including giving her a farewell card and a very touching note that I read to her, all of that went well but when it came time for the farewell hug she flat out rejected it and I felt very upset about that and I still to this day don't think that I have gotten fully over it.