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Old Jun 12, 2014, 10:06 AM
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Hi everyone, so sorry for not being a productive member here for so long. I hope to be posting more and I do need the support. Today im going to see my addiction counsellor she is new, saw her last month, my old went on manternaty leave.

Trigger mention sexual abuse

I am taking a big leap of trust in her im in allot of emotional pain. This past weekend I told my husband my Dad molested me also. So for the first time I told someone about my Dad. Also tommrow will be 4 years since I was raped and attacked in the city by a guy. I have my journal I have been writing how I am feeling and basically im pretty sure she is going to make sure I see my psychologist more then every 4 weeks.

I feel so alone and I do depend on the computer allot these days. My past is really bothering me still. So can I have some pocket riders please. Thanks!
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Old Jun 12, 2014, 10:07 AM
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Thinking of you. It's very brave of you to be bringing this stuff up, and talking about it.
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Old Jun 12, 2014, 10:35 AM
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Old Jun 12, 2014, 11:25 AM
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Old Jun 12, 2014, 11:35 AM
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Old Jun 12, 2014, 11:37 AM
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You can count me in. I'll be glad to help out. It's great you're getting these feelings out. You're very brave. Hold on it will get better.
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Old Jun 12, 2014, 12:16 PM
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Thankyou, my session is in 4hr's! I will let you all know how it goes and will keep intouch with you all more.
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Old Jun 12, 2014, 02:02 PM
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I'll be there. Good luck.
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Old Jun 12, 2014, 02:11 PM
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Old Jun 12, 2014, 02:40 PM
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I'm in too how brave, good luck and let us know - if you want to.
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Old Jun 12, 2014, 05:37 PM
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Thankyou the session was very hard and tough. I am seeing her weekly now, allot of my past needs to be processed and she is willing to work with me and the psychologist. I am exhausted and numb right now.
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Old Jun 12, 2014, 09:17 PM
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Thankyou the session was very hard and tough. I am seeing her weekly now, allot of my past needs to be processed and she is willing to work with me and the psychologist. I am exhausted and numb right now.
I understand the "exhausted and numb" feeling so well. It is crummy but also expected when working on difficult issues and revisiting painful areas of your past. I think the numbness is the brains way of saying "I've had enough for now". I am glad she is willing to work with you weekly and communicating with your psychologist to help you in the best way possible.
Never hesitate to vent here. We are all here to provide extra support and comfort to the best of our abilities.
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