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Dec 05, 2014 at 12:20 AM
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Well I went in there told her how my week went, which was the usual stressor with h, which I stood up to in a spazzed out way because all these holiday triggers are getting to me, plus his triggers about his mothers death. Also I told her my mom had a biopsy and I will know on the 15th if the cyst is malignant or not.
We processed that. I did the assignment and I wrote a couple of c s a words. She took one word and discussed it, asked what made it uncomfortable , why and so forth . She said that word made her sad and angry for me, and also negative for her. We were going to take it two words a session and she said , there will be alot of repetition of words. There's alot more words I have not written yet. I cringed and covered my face and my ears, his behind the coat hanger. I felt 7 8 9 ect all over again. It was humiliating. __________________ Bipolar 1 Gad Ptsd BPD ZOLOFT 100 TOPAMAX 400 ABILIFY 10 SYNTHROID 137 |
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Dec 05, 2014 at 12:34 AM
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Sweepy, sounds like your t is very thorough. Sorry to hear you feel humiliated. Maybe I don't understand what the t is saying. Is the t being critical or trying to help you process things?
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Dec 05, 2014 at 12:53 AM
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Dec 05, 2014 at 03:20 AM
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Sweepy I am in awe. You did it! You felt humiliated but you did it, and you even told us about it. Wow...... I want to borrow some of your strength!
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Dec 05, 2014 at 04:01 AM
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Dec 05, 2014 at 04:05 AM
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Wow Sweepy that is amazingly brave work, despite how hard it must be for you. I'm really glad to hear that you are finding your T supportive.
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Dec 05, 2014 at 07:41 AM
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I have also felt like a child in therapy - the exact age I started attaching to other maternal figures. Amazing how that can happen...
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Dec 05, 2014 at 10:20 AM
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Dec 05, 2014 at 12:08 PM
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