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Trigger csa stuff
Had a great session today. I only got muddled for about five minutes, which is good for me. I managed to ask if t had forgotten some ugh yucky csa stuff I had said before Xmas. She said she hadn't, but didn't realise that it had made me want to quit etc. so sorted that out, and then I managed to read out the poem I wrote on dear t, I read it out, myself, out loud, and I didn't die! Had to avoid eye contact for the next ten minutes, but I feel like I'm really starting to make headway. And I said I feel ready to talk about what happened, so maybe next session.... Then I told her about some training I'm going on next week, at the institute where she trained, and she seemed all excited, maybe a bit proud, and said she wanted to hear all about it. So thanks, everyone, your advice on here has been amazing and invaluable. I never thought I could tell anyone what happened, ever. In fact, I hadn't told myself until recently. And now it feels like a door is opening.... ![]() |
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That's awesome Red! I'm so happy for you!
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So proud of you! Great work
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that's great! I'm glad you were able to talk to T about it.
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Wow! IMMENSE respect for being able to read that! Well done that girl!
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Thank you
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Glad it went well Red. I didn't read all your post because CSA stuff can be triggering sometimes, but I know how much you have struggled with getting this stuff out there, so I'm pleased to hear you're making progress
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That's good to hear. Glad it went well for you.
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Yay, Red!
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I'm really glad for you that it went well with your t
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Great Job!
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