[shotyouth]

i get to go and meet 4 therapists soon. and pick the one i get along with the best. yay ya yayayayayay.

my friends know im a hardcore maniac, they take care of me, sometimes they get carried away too but i mean we have talks and i let thier mood take me alonggggg.

[SecretGarden]

wow... how does that work?

It will be nice to be more in control of your own mood...ya think?

[shotyouth]

well im really energedic, and im a splut of words, i kinda am a lost of who i am, like i have a name my parrents gave me and like theyre passionate about it so i am and %#@&#!, ect.

but in reality, to myself, i dont have a name or much of a mood, im always being told what my mood is, really.

but i have ALOT of fun with my friends. so i trust them ya know?

[shotyouth]

im an influential person, like one way i think,

im an ovserver, im so much more intrigued with whats going on around me then whats going on in my head, cause you can go crazy just dwellin on yrself and yll just spiral down. its bad witch %#@&#!.

theyres some saying about there being nothing more dangerous then someone and thier thoughts, and for manic people all they have is thier thoughts, and to live with it you kinda just gotta remain active and live the moment, and understand the difference between being positive and negative.

positive-philosohical

negative-spiritual

just gotta ignore em both i think, maybe.

i just go with whats going on, pretty much drug free, cept for an accasional late night doubage to calm me down and give me a good laugh.

makes me ramble on wayyy more.

and keept yrself busy, cleaning, fixin, skatin pantin buildin ect ect ect

jack of all trades.