[Ambra]

Hi, I know I've been quite a burden lately. I stopped seeing my long term T in mid july. After a horrible time I'm starting to cope. She is on leave for a while but didn't tell me how long and never gave me a referral as she said she will be back and not to worry. Ok, but.. when? I was confused and a bit angry so I started seeing another T as a test for while she's away to see if I can switch. I get attached easily and thought I would get over long-term T, but it's not the case. New T looks overly friendly but at the same time less attentive and it all looks so superficial. Checks her phone during session. I miss my T. It almost hurts. I don't trust anyone, I am not comfortable with anyone.

So I texted long-term T 2 days ago to know what will be of me. She said not to worry because we'll work together again and wants to discuss how to do during her leave. DURING her leave? I have no idea what she has in mind. I can't wait to know. I've missed her so much and at the same time I'm really scared this session might worsen my feelings again, especially before a longer break.
She doesn't know about new T or meds yet.
I'm so nervous. I didn't sleep last night. I fear she will tell me she's leaving for 2 years or so. Or that we will terminate.
Any pocket riders for me tonight?

Thanks.

(((((((((((((((hugs))))))))))))) we will come with you ♥♥♥

[Victoria'smom]

I'm there, best of luck. It'll be a good session.

I'll pocket ride with you.

[precaryous]

Yes, count me in. ((Ambra))

[Ambra]

Thank you ️