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Old Oct 26, 2016, 07:43 PM
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So physically, mentally, and emotionally exhausted. Funeral and such went beautifully. My head is and has been in a pretty dark place. No urgency to act...just thoughts. See T next week.
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Old Oct 26, 2016, 07:59 PM
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hugs DD. I'm so very sorry for your loss and am sending healing energy your way in this difficult time. I hope you are able to find peace and glad you'll be seeing your t next week.
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Old Oct 26, 2016, 08:14 PM
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snow... yuck! it's 89 degrees F here and I'm debating whether I should go swim or not....
89 degrees is swimming weather. Heck, below freezing is swimming weather in my world.
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Old Oct 26, 2016, 08:36 PM
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Thinking of you DD. Take care of yourself especially this week.
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Old Oct 26, 2016, 09:44 PM
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I've had so many calls this evening wanting to know who I'm voting for I'm going to start telling them I'm writing in Sheldon Cooper for my vote.
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Old Oct 26, 2016, 09:50 PM
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I am writing in for myself.... Couch 123 - Simple & free
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Old Oct 26, 2016, 09:51 PM
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Take care couchies. I will try to be more supportive when I can.
You are very supportive. I hope you can feel supported by couchies too. ((Hug))
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Old Oct 26, 2016, 09:52 PM
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I am writing in for myself.... Couch 123 - Simple & free
My son said I should write in and vote for him so he would be able to say he got one vote. ha
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Old Oct 26, 2016, 09:52 PM
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Lizard People would be an awesome write-in vote.
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Old Oct 26, 2016, 10:05 PM
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I reactivated my Match.com account a few hours ago and am re-learning the ropes. I probably shouldn't be dating in my current frame of mind...but some company and maybe some action would be nice.
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Old Oct 26, 2016, 11:55 PM
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Washing the last of the dishes and finishing up for the night. Just wanted to say you are on my mind "couchies" and wanted to say goodnight. I hope everyone has a wonderful day tomorrow.

Thank you for being here.
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Old Oct 27, 2016, 12:00 AM
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Sleep well, Trailrunner.
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Old Oct 27, 2016, 12:43 AM
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I had this one total witch today that as I was going through my verification questions at the beginning of the call snapped at me "Enough with the questions! I'm asking the questions here." and it went downhill from there. Mean people suck. I'm sorry your callers have been nasty this week too.
"You're not asking any questions until I know who you are."
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Old Oct 27, 2016, 01:02 AM
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I'm so tired of trying to be okay for everyone! I can't be a mess if my family know how bad I was right now my mom might keel of a heart attack from stress. The thoughts are very dark. I'm barely holding on. Although I'm acting like all is well. If I fall apart I might not be able to pull it together again.
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Old Oct 27, 2016, 03:44 AM
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I'm so tired of trying to be okay for everyone! I can't be a mess if my family know how bad I was right now my mom might keel of a heart attack from stress. The thoughts are very dark. I'm barely holding on. Although I'm acting like all is well. If I fall apart I might not be able to pull it together again.
Hugs, hugs, hugs. It's tough on you.
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Old Oct 27, 2016, 07:54 AM
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once again no therapy today .it is my T birthday and she has taken the day off . i completely understand she deserves to take the day off but i have only seen her once this month and im just not ok . i know im selfish for wanting her to be there and all i really do but im so stressed over all this stuff and i just want someone to talk to about it . as usural she isnt there. 21 more days to obsess over this
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Old Oct 27, 2016, 08:28 AM
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once again no therapy today .it is my T birthday and she has taken the day off . i completely understand she deserves to take the day off but i have only seen her once this month and im just not ok . i know im selfish for wanting her to be there and all i really do but im so stressed over all this stuff and i just want someone to talk to about it . as usural she isnt there. 21 more days to obsess over this
You're not selfish at all to want support, granite, i'm so sorry she's not being more sensitive to what you're going through right now, can you tell her that only seeing her once this month (which is almost over, maybe she doesn't realize that?) is not helping you? and remind her what you're going through? My goodness I would think she would understand you needing support especially right now. I know if it were me, I would want not just my normal twice a month, but extra support on top of that. Sending you safe, healing hugs dear granite.
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Old Oct 27, 2016, 08:30 AM
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"You're not asking any questions until I know who you are."
Oh how I want to say that! ha ha
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Old Oct 27, 2016, 08:30 AM
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.... and now it's off to work I go!
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Old Oct 27, 2016, 11:33 AM
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Gah. Gaah. Gaaaah.
And those are not happy gaahs.

But it is not really safe to write.
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Old Oct 27, 2016, 12:19 PM
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((Crocus))

I actually can't imagine that there are any happy gah's.

Well, maybe there are happy Gah-ans in the village of Gah in Iran or the village of Gah in Pakistan.

And apparently it means "rabbit" in Navajo. Well, rabbits are cute.

I hope that was distracting (and not annoying).

((Crocus))
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Old Oct 27, 2016, 12:21 PM
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You are an awesome human being, @t@t. I did not know the Navajo word for "rabbit", and now I do, and it will be like a secret code: "Oh, Navajo rabbit!" (Also, geographical tidbits are always appreciated, too.)
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Old Oct 27, 2016, 01:17 PM
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I just wish there were a way to switch off thoughts. Selectively, I mean, not all thoughts.

If I discovered such a thing, I would be very popular around these forums, I bet.
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Old Oct 27, 2016, 01:44 PM
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Gah. Gaah. Gaaaah.
And those are not happy gaahs.

But it is not really safe to write.
You can always PM me if you'd like!

Granite- would calling your T and asking for another session between now and then be helpful for you? I am pretty sure she has always fit you in when you've asked for another session.
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Old Oct 27, 2016, 01:56 PM
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I just took a bit of ritalin. My pdoc prescribed me 10 mg 2x day earlier this year. I took 5 mg once back then and did not like it, it was like a heart attack in a bottle. So after losing some wgt and being more cardiovascular, i tried it again last sunday again. 5mg again too much. So i just took 2.5. My point is, i googled it this week. I am tolerating it better, but they are using it off label for whatchacallit immovable depression, i know thats not the right word. I also take a beta blocker which depresses me (to the tune of slowing your metabolism roughly 200 calories a day). So i think this stuff is picking me up bit and making me feel more normal. Slap me if i get too rowdy later.
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