[amuseable]

I am sooooo happy. My current T was so supportive of me today when I was so upset about some recent problems with an old T who dumped me a long time ago. He said he was not happy I had been retraumatized by this old T because of the pain and upset to me but, in another way, he was glad because the incident was so inappropriate and awful and over-the-top that finally I could see how what went wrong in our long-ago therapeutic relationship was not primarily my fault at all. And best of all, my current T and I are closer than ever and he IS NOT sick of me. Although it was such a horrible experience to be treated badly for no reason out of the blue the fact that it happened has really assisted both T and I in really grasping why therapy has been so %#@&#! scary for me. For three bloody years with this new T I keep thinking he is going to stop caring about me and dump me suddenly or hate me tell me I am a nightmare patient,or want sex with me because of what i went through before. Anyway I am thrilled and grateful.

that is wonderful!!! I"m so glad your current relationship is working well!!!

[sunrise]

((((amuseable)))) what a great outcome! Your T sounds so caring, and you have a great relationship.