[iheartjacques]

I know nothing says or does would make anything g better about him leaving private practice.
Except maybe if he said "I'm sorry, I know this hurts".
Or maybe he isn't sorry. Or I'm overthinking and wondering if he decided to leave because he had to send me to hospital. Or as he says, a really good opportunity to help a lot more people. Thing is, he's so good at this. Even when the m mad at him. Mad for leaving. Mad for having his own life, career, etc. of course I'm selfish, I just want him to stay put!
Or maybe this is just part of the grief process. Ugh. Won't see him for 5 weeks. Feels like forever. And yet I want to pause because it's almost the end.

[Rizzar]

Hello, iheartjacques. Have you asked your therapist to recommend another one?

[CantExplain]

Could you ask him? Although an apology you have to ask for isn't worth very much.

[iheartjacques]

The practice he works in set up an appointment for me with another psychiatrist. I didn't like him that much.
And yes, I'm not going to ask for an apology.
Last time I thought he should've apologised, he said people run over time. That wasn't a real apology. I said it was rude of him to ask me to come in half an hour earlier and then keep me waiting 20 minutes! I walked out. Then he said he was very sorry and actually put his hands together like the namaste hands.
I can certainly tell him that I wish he would say I'm sorry it hurts. But I don't expect him to apologise. Usually people leaving or breaking up usually say that?