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Member Since Oct 2008
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#761
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anais_anais, atisketatasket, Elio, unaluna
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#762
I'm at the national park near my house killing time and getting myself centered before I head to t's. Nature pics to come.
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LonesomeTonight
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88Butterfly88, BonnieJean, junkDNA
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#763
Oh and I'd love some pocket riders in an hour. And I hope you won't have to endure any yelling.
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88Butterfly88, Elio
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junkDNA
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Moderator
Community Support Team Member Since Dec 2015
Location: New Jersey
Posts: 54,298
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#764
A national park, nice. Nature pictures, yay. Pocket riding.
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Elio
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Grand Magnate
Member Since Jul 2014
Location: Usa
Posts: 3,068
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#765
@@ are the twins experiencing the stunning array of colors following a black eye? They might heal fast at this age, it might all be a distant memory now.
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Grand Magnate
Member Since Jul 2014
Location: Usa
Posts: 3,068
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#766
In Art's pocket is a compact air conditioner and a stressed mess!
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88Butterfly88
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88Butterfly88, anais_anais, Elio, junkDNA
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Grand Poohbah
Member Since Mar 2017
Location: up
Posts: 1,967
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#767
I am in there too, AC seals the deal
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Elio
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Young Butterfly
Member Since Jan 2012
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#768
Opps.... that's my car, and it was my fault. Ans I am afraid because I disassociate a lot when I am driving and it gets worse when I am stressed or angry or depressed. This has been a crappy week.
In other news, my son has an appointment today with his t and I saw my own t.. and wouldn't you know an hour after him seeing me he emailed me back. I told him I was mad at him (among other people). It was real mature __________________ "You decide every moment of every day who you are and what you believe in. You get a second chance, every second." "You fail to recognize that it matters not what someone is born, but what they grow to be!" - J.K. Rowling. Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire. |
anais_anais, Elio, Ellahmae, unaluna
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Grand Poohbah
Member Since Mar 2017
Location: up
Posts: 1,967
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#769
Against all comfort-related instinct and desire, I was fully clothed for my lessons this evening
I rather think I deserve a medal. Or something more useful, like a beer. Or some of jdna's dinner, wow __________________ *・゜゚・*:.。。.:*・'((something in English))'・*:..。.:*・゜゚・* |
Elio, unaluna
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Always in This Twilight
Member Since Feb 2015
Location: US
Posts: 21,543
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#770
Hopping in if not too late! Though I'm a bit of a mess, so not sure how much help I'll be...
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Elio
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Grand Poohbah
Member Since Mar 2017
Location: up
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#771
Hahaha airbnb guest asked where my hairdryer is
Which is when it dawned on me (well obviously I don't have one)... that I've never blown my hair dry in my life. Oi. __________________ *・゜゚・*:.。。.:*・'((something in English))'・*:..。.:*・゜゚・* |
unaluna
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Elio, LonesomeTonight, StressedMess
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#772
In your pocket, Art!
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Elio
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Always in This Twilight
Member Since Feb 2015
Location: US
Posts: 21,543
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#773
H was dropping off D at his mom's after summer camp and was going to go to the gym. I suggested dinner instead, since I had the good news re: nothing suspicious on pelvic scan. Think it was a mistake. He was talking about a bunch of work stuff at dinner, and I'm so fried that I know I wasn't supportive enough. Then we grabbed a drink after. I have a ton of freelance work due in next couple days and haven't been able to focus well or get much sleep because of the health stuff. And I was supposed to take D to speech tomorrow morning. I asked if H could do it (he already had it blocked off on his work calendar for all her summer sessions). And he was like, "FINE, I can take her!" like really angrily. I started crying (yes, in the booth at the pub) and said I was sorry, I could just take her. But then he seemed more angry at that and said he could do it. I managed to get it together and stop crying, but we left soon after (me to go home, him to get D).
I've basically been convinced for a day and a half that I was going to get a death sentence. I tried to explain that to H, but I don't think he gets it. Because his brain doesn't work like that. I'd sent a text to him today after I talked to doctor's receptionist (who said there were no suspicious findings) about how "Now I don't have to worry if I'll be able to go on our summer vacation because I'm getting chemo or will have just had surgery." And he responded with a laughing smiley face. I was like, "Yeah, I was seriously thinking that this morning, I'm not making a joke." And he apologized. Plus I was awake for like 3 hours in the middle of the night looking up ovarian cancer stuff on my phone. I just hate that I felt more supported through a 3-minute call with MC than from the past day and a half by H. Granted, I tried not to dump on him too much because I think I did that too much with the mammogram the previous week, and he said a few helpful/supportive things, then seemed frustrated by my continued high anxiety. So I closed off a bit. But I was facing one of my biggest life fears...what does it say if I can't really open up about that to the person who is supposed to be closest to me? In other words: I think maybe we have a topic for marriage counseling Monday... Last edited by LonesomeTonight; Jul 12, 2017 at 07:29 PM.. |
awkwardlyyours, Elio, unaluna
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#774
Thanks riders I'm on my way there now. Too early so pulled into a gas station to wait a lil. Wouldn't want her to think I'm anxious to see her by arriving early ha
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Elio, LonesomeTonight, unaluna
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Always in This Twilight
Member Since Feb 2015
Location: US
Posts: 21,543
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#775
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Elio, Ellahmae, junkDNA
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Child of a lesser god
Member Since Jun 2015
Location: Tartarus
Posts: 19,285
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#776
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I'm flying home Saturday, their parents get back Friday afternoon. They've been really well-behaved. The colors peaked this past weekend. There's just enough left that I can still tell them apart! |
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unaluna
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StressedMess
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Magnate
Member Since Feb 2016
Location: Appalachian Mountains
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#777
Went to my sleep doctor, left with samples of Belsomra and an order for another sleep study. I just can't use my CPAP machine, I feel like I'm being attacked with that mask on.
__________________ "I would rather have questions that can't be answered than answers which can't be questioned." --Richard Feynman |
atisketatasket, Elio, LonesomeTonight, skeksi, unaluna
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#778
My mother in law is staying with H and me tonight. H is concerned since we don't know that her house is secure. I am very funny about inviting people over. My sheets aren't clean. My bathroom is dirty. My couch is not comfortable.
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Anonymous43207, Elio, LonesomeTonight, skeksi, unaluna
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Always in This Twilight
Member Since Feb 2015
Location: US
Posts: 21,543
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#779
Ugh, so H was saying to D about taking her to speech, then to camp, then to the indoor pool (because it's supposed to be miserable out) tomorrow. I told him he didn't have to take her to the pool, that I could manage to get my work done without that (it's the reason he's taking her). He got irritated by that, too. I tried to explain to him that if he wants to do me a favor/help me out, he should be more like, "Hey, so I can take her to speech tomorrow so you'll have that time. Then, if you need more time, I don't mind taking her to the pool." Like, to offer to help me out. Not act like he's doing me this giant favor and then getting p*ssy when I say he doesn't have to do that, that I can manage. Stupidly, I said he was acting like he was being a martyr, which of course p*ssed him off...But seriously, if you want to say, "I'll do this to help!" then do it. Don't act all annoyed about it. Because then I just feel bad and say you don't need to do it, which just irritates you even more.
Do the favor willingly and because you want to help me. Or don't. Whatever. Not begrudgingly and like it's this huge burden. |
Elio, skeksi, unaluna
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StressedMess
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Elder Harridan x-hankster
Member Since Jun 2011
Location: Milan/Michigan
Posts: 40,745
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#780
Jdna - you made biscuits?!
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atisketatasket, Elio, junkDNA
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