[toomanycats]

Would any of you be interested in an ongoing thread for us to share dreams we've had that are either blatantly (or not so obviously) about our Ts? I mean dreams in which they literally feature OR dreams that involve symbols that seem or are likely to be about them...

I'll share a couple I've had recently below... please feel free to join in

[toomanycats]

I have had MANY dreams in which ex-T literally featured... but, lately, I've been having dreams with symbols that I believe are about him...

Dream 1:

I dreamt that I was with a large group of people, and we were all preparing ourselves to survive some potential disaster (or maybe just to survive in general). Each of us was selecting and purchasing a special knife that was meant to help us protect ourselves. Most people were selecting a knife of a particular brand that was known for being reliable. I decided to spend ALL that I had on a knife that was advertised to be something like 24 times better than the knife that everyone else was getting. But, after doing so, I began to worry that it had been falsely advertised, that it was actually complete crap, and that maybe I should've just spend SOME of my money on the knife that was known really well for being a good tool.

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Dream 2:

(Note: ex-T was obsessed with pandas, and we talked about it/send pictures of pandas to one another all the time; thus, why I believe this was about him)

I dreamt that I was fishing with a small team of people (I can't remember who, but I knew them in the dream) in a man-made, enclosed pool - we were fishing for trout using worms. But, suddenly, we were actually not just fishing for fish... but there was a large panda in the water, and we were trying to catch both the fish AND the panda with a worm. We had a fish chasing a worm and the panda chasing the fish, one of the other people was moving the fishing rod, and we caught the panda...they started celebrating, but I knew that any moment, that panda was going to fight back, and we needed to be prepared for the pull. I took hold of the line, and when the panda pulled, the large hook sank all the way through my hand and a large pole/harpoon type thing went straight through my leg...but we still had the panda, and that was what mattered. I then was trying to figure out how to best pull this barbed hook out of my hand. When someone (I can't remember who - I think my father) came to help me get the hook out of my hand, I was panicking over them touching it/not being in control of taking it out/fear of the pain, and I suddenly realized the easiest way to get it out was not to pull it out but to push it all the way through so that the line could be pulled out rather than the hook being pulled out. So, that's what I did, and there was no pain. And then I pulled the pole out of my leg as well. And, shockingly, I wasn't bleeding in either place.

[DodgersMom]

thankfully he isn't in my dreams much, and when he is, very brief. I've never told him about either and don't plan to. don't see the point.

one was that i went there, waited in the lobby and he was late (he is never late) and came out about a half hour later to get me and i went in the room with 4 other ppl.

the other was he got a job at a school for counseling there and we kept getting interrupted by kids and teachers during my sessions so i quit

i think both have underline fears of him leaving/forgetting me and me not mattering. not sure though