Yesterday I was feeling horrible. I had written my T between classes all day at school. I was feeling tearful at home so deicded I'd try to call her. SHE PICKED UP!!!! I said " is there a time I can call back to talk" she said " how about you talk until my next person arrives". I said "ok!". I talked for about 10min straight she was sosososososososo gentle, she was so sweet to me, ( she always is =) ) I then started feeling fearful she'd say "well they're here I need to go ". So I decided to end the phone call myself so I wouldnt be disapointed.....also at the beginning of the phone call she was like " oh wait your not coming in this week" I suppose she thought thats why I was calling, she seemed as if she was afraid I was gonna say that which made me feel like she wanted me to come .....it was great.....I love my T...ty.....

Dustin

Dustin, that sounds like a great conversation. I'm so glad you were able to make a connection over the phone and internalize that to help yourself feel better. Sounds like you are on the road to healing in therapy. Take care.

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Dustin, that sounds like a great conversation. I'm so glad you were able to make a connection over the phone and internalize that to help yourself feel better. Sounds like you are on the road to healing in therapy. Take care.

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Thanks pink, that was certainly a bright spot...tho there are many rough roads ahead...I love ya...praying for ya

dustin

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I like that you mentioned writing to T during classes. That probably helps you to keep focused on the fact that she is in your life and cares about you. I hope you keep working at the writing thing. Writing has helped me a lot in my journey in therapy.