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Tweaky Dog
Member Since Aug 2011
Location: England
Posts: 4,918
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#1
Anything you would like to say to your T, big or small...post it here.
__________________ 'Somewhere up above the great divide Where the sky is wide, and the clouds are few A man can see his way clear to the light 'You have all the grace you need for today, and today is all that matters.' - Steve Austin |
LabRat27, LonesomeTonight
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Child of a lesser god
Member Since Jun 2015
Location: Tartarus
Posts: 19,189
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#2
Dear Info,
I want to go home. The problem is home no longer exists. ATAT |
Anastasia~, LabRat27, LonesomeTonight, LostOnTheTrail, NP_Complete, SlumberKitty, unaluna, UnderRugSwept, WarmFuzzySocks
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Grand Member
Member Since Aug 2017
Location: United States
Posts: 950
6 962 hugs
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#3
I'm afraid I'll forget you. I went by your office again yesterday. It hurt, but it didn't hurt as much as it did a month ago. That terrifies me. I like the pain. The pain makes me feel close to you. It's all I have left. I'm afraid that one day I'll lose that too.
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atisketatasket, DP_2017, Echos Myron redux, LabRat27, LonesomeTonight, Lrad123, nottrustin, SlumberKitty, UnderRugSwept, WarmFuzzySocks
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Poohbah
Member Since Mar 2018
Location: CA
Posts: 1,009
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#4
You acknowledged that there's part of me that would want to lash out and hurt that child.
What about you? Would you? Is there part of you that wants to hurt the child who went through that? It would be understandable. |
atisketatasket, SlumberKitty, WarmFuzzySocks
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Poohbah
Member Since Oct 2018
Location: Canada
Posts: 1,073
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#5
I am going to fail your exam tomorrow. And I think I’m doing it to prove to you that I’m not as smart as you think I am. And, I feel like nothing I ever do is good enough, so why even try in the first place? Also, after this exam is over I never want to speak of it again. Ever.
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LabRat27, SlumberKitty
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Grand Magnate
Member Since Jan 2014
Location: n/a
Posts: 4,819
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#6
Twine I have just like that and attribute the pain to caring. If the pain stops then I will stop caring. Then I reminduself they when the constant pain stops it means I will remember her fondly and be able to laugh and enjoy the memories. Right now memories cause so much pain. I dont know when the pain will stop. I am far from that point.
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DP_2017, LabRat27, RaineD, SlumberKitty
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RaineD
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Always in This Twilight
Member Since Feb 2015
Location: US
Posts: 20,961
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#7
Dear T,
I canceled tomorrow because of seeing you Friday...but I hadn't considered that tomorrow was the anniversary to the ex-MC phone call/rupture. Part of me wants to see if you have availability before Wed. (and then I'd cancel Wed./not schedule for rest of week), but part of me thinks I should just keep it as is. LT |
LabRat27, SlumberKitty
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Grand Magnate
Member Since Aug 2017
Location: A house
Posts: 4,414
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#8
I've never dreaded seeing you until this week. i want to see you tomorrow but I also don't. It's the last time before the official "end" session. I am not sure how I can handle this week. Christmas is hard enough and your BS made it harder. I know you needed to get something better but I wish you considered clients a bit more in your choice. Holidays are hard for many.
I hope you are prepared for a sobbing mess when I read your goodbye letter. I can't believe this is all real. __________________ Grief is the price you pay for love. |
LabRat27, LonesomeTonight, SlumberKitty
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Poohbah
Member Since Mar 2018
Location: CA
Posts: 1,009
6 2,354 hugs
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Always in This Twilight
Member Since Feb 2015
Location: US
Posts: 20,961
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#10
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Hugs...I agree that the timing sucks. |
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#11
I thought you said on the phone last week that you would see me at the usual time on the 7 jan and then the new time from the 21/1 onwards. I feel stupid and crying as i am disappointed that i wont see you on the 7th
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atisketatasket, LabRat27, LonesomeTonight, SlumberKitty
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Grand Member
Member Since Aug 2017
Location: United States
Posts: 950
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Magnate
Member Since Feb 2017
Location: North America
Posts: 2,361
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#13
Possible trigger:
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Anonymous42961, atisketatasket, LabRat27, Lemoncake, LonesomeTonight, NP_Complete, SlumberKitty, WarmFuzzySocks
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#14
It hurts so much...why??? I am crying on the inside.
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LabRat27, LonesomeTonight, SlumberKitty
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Elder
Member Since Oct 2008
Posts: 7,361
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#15
T: the snow today helped my mood. too bad work will be open tomorrow, of course. i would love a day off. sigh.
at least i'll see you tuesday. |
LabRat27, LonesomeTonight, SlumberKitty
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Poohbah
Member Since Oct 2018
Location: Canada
Posts: 1,073
5 70 hugs
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#16
I sent you an email and asked to see you in the morning. I hope you write me back.
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LabRat27, LonesomeTonight, SlumberKitty
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Member
Member Since Apr 2018
Location: US
Posts: 118
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#17
I feel like I am annoying to you. I don't know if I really am annoying to you, or if you just look like that because other things are bothering you. But sometimes I'd rather not talk when you give me that feeling.
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LabRat27, LonesomeTonight, SlumberKitty
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Grand Magnate
Member Since Jan 2014
Location: n/a
Posts: 4,819
10 375 hugs
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#18
I know it is painful. I am so sorry
What if you write down some of fond memories? When I am really struggling I write an email to I talk about everything just like we did in sessions. I write about my family and my successe, grief, topics we us to discuss and current struggles. Sometimes in writing this stuff I hear her voice telling me what she is to say or whatever. I dont send the emails but I do save them. I also have many of the emails she sent me the last couple of years saved. I cant read them now but when I am in a better place someday I can go back through them. __________________ |
LabRat27, LonesomeTonight, RaineD, SlumberKitty
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#19
I am livid that you have been using me to make lots and lots of money and I don't mean from my co-pays. Guess you will be giving out plenty this Christmas to your "friends" and cohorts in crime.
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Lemoncake, SlumberKitty
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Grand Member
Member Since Aug 2017
Location: United States
Posts: 950
6 962 hugs
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