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Magnate
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Dec 13, 2018 at 12:53 PM
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I would try medication but fear being fat and no one will hire a fat personal trainer. I alreay just look at food and gain weight. I can hide hating life but I can't hide fat. Feeling like this is soo tiring.
__________________ When a child’s emotional needs are not met and a child is repeatedly hurt and abused, this deeply and profoundly affects the child’s development. Wanting those unmet childhood needs in adulthood. Looking for safety, protection, being cherished and loved can often be normal unmet needs in childhood, and the survivor searches for these in other adults. This can be where survivors search for mother and father figures. Transference issues in counseling can occur and this is normal for childhood abuse survivors. |
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Dec 13, 2018 at 01:06 PM
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Life is worth living for those gorgeous days when the air is so fresh and sweet.
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Dec 13, 2018 at 01:37 PM
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As far as have some thought/desires towards not being alive; yes, most my life has been like this or feeling like I'm just going through the motions with the question of why can't I just die; there's lots of other people that want to live, can't I take their place. I also used to have vivid images of ways I could die. Sometime over this last year, that has changed. I'm not happy to be alive, I don't seem to be thinking of death as much or the same. I rarely have the vivid passive death wish images. At times I do miss them, other times I don't. It's been strange to realize that I don't remember the last time I had one or when I have the though it is more a thought and not filled with the graphical images I used to have. What has been great about it? I'm not sure. What holds promise that I might find something good about it is that things are changing for me. I think I'd settle with something that is good, not sure I need something great. |
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Elder Harridan x-hankster
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Dec 13, 2018 at 02:06 PM
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So - nothing you do matters to anyone else.
Thats pretty much true for everyone, unless they make some kind of contract with someone else, like by getting a job, or having a baby, whatever. But otherwise, it's the way things are. All your physical needs are being taken care of by your husband, so you dont have to provide for yourself there. So its pretty much up to you to look at Maslows hierarchy of needs and pick something. You have a choice. You have freedom. You are of the physical age where you should start developing a feeling of generativity - wanting to contribute to the next generation. Maybe there will be something there. |
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