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Member Since Feb 2017
Location: UK
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#81
Aaaaaaaaaarrrrrrrrrrrrrggggggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
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Tweaky Dog
Member Since Aug 2011
Location: England
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#82
The Critic's being a **** today. I want to reach out, but seeing as neither of us understood why I was reaching out last time, that pretty much put me off.
__________________ 'Somewhere up above the great divide Where the sky is wide, and the clouds are few A man can see his way clear to the light 'You have all the grace you need for today, and today is all that matters.' - Steve Austin |
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Poohbah
Member Since Oct 2018
Location: Canada
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#83
I don’t want to see you tomorrow.
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Comfy Sedation
Member Since Sep 2012
Location: the woods
Posts: 19,301
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#84
hi
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Luna's offical mini me.
Member Since May 2017
Location: Cafe Nervosa.
Posts: 9,700
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#85
Thank you Esme. For me it was a lot but got easier, when I actually tried to stick with our new one email per week rule- we also increased the time frame of replies from 2 days to 5 and that also took a lot of the anxiety of waiting for his reply away.
__________________ "Love, like life, flows Through the heart. Feel the thrill of the flow And say nothing." |
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Magnate
Member Since Apr 2018
Location: UK
Posts: 2,161
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#86
Who are you again?
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Member Since Oct 2018
Location: the astral plane
Posts: 493
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#87
I have this tape playing in my head over and over from the other day. "You're my wild card, daisy. I know that you can do everything and do it well, but I'm worried about you. You're not the same person this year that I've known."
He's right, L. I'm a shell of the person I once was. I am in a situation where I should feel nothing but joy and blessings. Yet I'm crying alone, mourning the version of myself that is gone and may never come back.
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Grand Poohbah
Member Since Feb 2019
Location: Toodlepip
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#88
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Grand Magnate
Member Since Aug 2017
Location: A house
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#89
I really hate seeing baby T. I'd rather see you. I get so depressed walking in there, so annoyed telling him things that you should know instead.
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Poohbah
Member Since Oct 2018
Location: Canada
Posts: 1,073
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#90
I have so much to tell you, but I feel like I can’t tell you any of it. I know I’ve texted some of it to you, but I don’t want to talk about it. You’re just going to get angry with me again.
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Member Since Sep 2006
Location: in my head
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#91
Thoughts of you not being safe are starting to float through my mind again. Maybe I should email. But what if it goes badly? I'm so scared that Monday will go badly.
I think I need some major time consistency and some slowing down right now. |
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Community Support Team Member Since Dec 2015
Location: New Jersey
Posts: 54,206
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#92
Dear T,
Today I had issues with an acquaintance and it's stressing me out. Also, I'm still worried about my best friend. I feel I should be able to handle this stuff on my own but it's hard. Wish you were here so I could talk about it. Is it Thursday yet? -Butterfly |
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Elder
Member Since Oct 2008
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#93
hi T. i hope you visit me on tuesday.
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Magnate
Member Since May 2017
Location: Earth
Posts: 2,515
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#94
Well, that was an unexpected ten-day break. Maybe we can get back on track just in time for the next unpleasant break. See you tomorrow? I guess?
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Poohbah
Member Since Mar 2018
Location: CA
Posts: 1,009
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#95
I tried to look at your text from last week to make myself feel better. You say "you deserve to take care of yourself" but when I actually meet that goal I feel so icky, mentally and physically.
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#96
were you saying i am wasting your time? when you said its not a good use of your time.
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Magnate
Member Since Apr 2018
Location: UK
Posts: 2,161
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#97
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Luna's offical mini me.
Member Since May 2017
Location: Cafe Nervosa.
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#98
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Grand Magnate
Member Since Jan 2014
Location: n/a
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#99
So I am suppose to try to be aware of the different emotions I have over the week and how I handle them. I really dont want to bring up how I suddenly had a huge wave of emotion over losing T or the realization of how much I like you and and scared I might be be coming attached. Those are the biggies. Can stick with feeling of sadness over hubby's godfather passing suddenly in his sleep.
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Comfy Sedation
Member Since Sep 2012
Location: the woods
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#100
I could really use ur support
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