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Luna's offical mini me.
Member Since May 2017
Location: Cafe Nervosa.
Posts: 9,700
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#961
"Lovesick the beat inside my head."
So far 4 days no email. __________________ "Love, like life, flows Through the heart. Feel the thrill of the flow And say nothing." |
Poohbah
Member Since Jul 2017
Location: Somewhere
Posts: 1,019
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#962
Group went horribly on Friday.. I don't ever want to go back. Where are you? Nowhere.
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LonesomeTonight
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Grand Magnate
Member Since Jun 2018
Location: Somewhere
Posts: 3,355
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#963
A tantrum by any other name is still a tantrum, isn't it...
__________________ Life is hard. Then you die. Then they throw dirt in your face. -David Gerrold |
LonesomeTonight
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Grand Magnate
Member Since Jun 2018
Location: Somewhere
Posts: 3,355
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#964
If you weren't dealing with your mom right now, I would probably vent my rage and frustration with some texts.
__________________ Life is hard. Then you die. Then they throw dirt in your face. -David Gerrold |
LonesomeTonight
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Magnate
Member Since Oct 2013
Location: CO
Posts: 2,305
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#965
I'm sorry to call you on the weekend...I was really trying not to until I woke up to H this morning. I don't know why I called if I already SH afterwards and I don't know whether to tell you that or not. I'm worried that you'll mention the hospital again if I tell you. Maybe it'll be better if you don't call back.
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LonesomeTonight
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Grand Magnate
Member Since Jun 2018
Location: Somewhere
Posts: 3,355
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#966
Mayday! Mayday!
__________________ Life is hard. Then you die. Then they throw dirt in your face. -David Gerrold |
LonesomeTonight, unaluna
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Always in This Twilight
Member Since Feb 2015
Location: US
Posts: 20,768
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#967
Dear T,
I want to show you the painting I did today. I think you’d like it. Will just show you a pic next Monday. Safe travels. Love, LT |
Grand Magnate
Member Since Aug 2017
Location: A house
Posts: 4,412
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#968
t3
I guess I will finally get to go back to therapy regularly. I will never call you "My T" but rather a "T I see" and please keep the distance you have with me and I hope you still tick me off regularly, I know it's stupid to pick you as a T, but I really NEED this, one who is about the work and not the nonsense. If I do (God forbid) become attached, I will sadly have to ghost you. I can not deal with that again. Let's see how this works out, hopefully I wont need you anymore after the year ends. __________________ Grief is the price you pay for love. |
LonesomeTonight, zoiecat
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Grand Magnate
Member Since Jun 2018
Location: Somewhere
Posts: 3,355
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#969
Am I going to have an appointment this week? Or have you just not contacted yet to say you won't be coming? Or maybe your mom has died and the receptionist will be calling tomorrow to say you'll be out for a while. I wish I knew.
I feel bad. __________________ Life is hard. Then you die. Then they throw dirt in your face. -David Gerrold |
HowDoYouFeelMeow?, LonesomeTonight, unaluna
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Grand Member
Member Since Sep 2014
Location: USA
Posts: 750
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#970
Thanks for being responsive to my emails.
__________________ "I think I'm a hypochondriac. I sure hope so, otherwise I'm just about to die." PTSD OCD Anxiety Major Depressive Disorder (Severe & Recurrent) |
LonesomeTonight
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Member Since Oct 2013
Location: CO
Posts: 2,305
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#971
I felt like I bothered you tonight by calling earlier. I wanted to say more but my kids wouldn't leave me alone. I guess we'll talk about it tomorrow evening.
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LonesomeTonight
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#972
Dear Ex-Therapist -
I’ve been waking up in a sweat due to therapy nightmares again. It’s hard to acknowledge that you damaged a piece of me that I can’t fix through will power. I’ve lost faith that anything except time will help lessen the pain. I’m still angry with you but the anger has no place to go. I know that I can’t change you, but despite everything I still have the rescue fantasy that you’ll magically appear and take away the anger and pain. Sadly, I know I will continue to deal with this alone. I’m sure you’re sleeping soundly somewhere and that I’m long forgotten. |
Anonymous42961, LonesomeTonight
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Member Since Apr 2017
Location: Parts Unknown
Posts: 333
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#973
Dear T,
I am tired of you being out of the office so much lately. Any chance your schedule is going to let up soon? |
LonesomeTonight
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Magnate
Member Since Apr 2018
Location: UK
Posts: 2,161
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#974
Thanks T, I'm looking forward to seeing you on Wed. Not sure how 2x a week is going to work in practice, with our schedules. I appreciate how hard you try to help me.
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LonesomeTonight
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Member Since Apr 2017
Location: Parts Unknown
Posts: 333
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#975
Dear T,
I worry that I am frustrating, I worry that I am annoying you, I worry that you are getting tired of dealing with me, and I worry about things ending before I am ready. |
LonesomeTonight
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underdog is here
Member Since Sep 2011
Location: blank
Posts: 34,731
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#976
Therapists follow pt barnum's philosophy it seems to me.
__________________ Please NO @ Selfishness is not living as one wishes to live, it is asking others to live as one wishes to live. Oscar Wilde Well Behaved Women Seldom Make History - Laurel Thatcher Ulrich Pain is inevitable. Suffering is optional. |
atisketatasket
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#977
I so wish you were here this week. I am so stressed about my son's living situation again. It comes in waves. Sometimes I'm fine, then I'm stressed. My energy is all out of whack and I fell again today while out walking. Ugh. I can't wait til they are completely done with that apartment and this situation.
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Anonymous42961, LonesomeTonight, unaluna
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Poohbah
Member Since Mar 2018
Location: CA
Posts: 1,009
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#978
I don't actually particularly want to see you today. But I'm tired and things are bad idk. Today's another one of those days when I wish I could just get a hug instead of therapy. Do you ever wish you could hug me?
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Anonymous42961, LonesomeTonight
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Tweaky Dog
Member Since Aug 2011
Location: England
Posts: 4,799
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#979
Feeling like my feet are doing their own thing at the moment. I'm way too far in my head.
__________________ 'Somewhere up above the great divide Where the sky is wide, and the clouds are few A man can see his way clear to the light 'You have all the grace you need for today, and today is all that matters.' - Steve Austin |
Anonymous42961, LonesomeTonight, unaluna
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Poohbah
Member Since Nov 2017
Location: United States
Posts: 1,332
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#980
I’m experiencing a big yo-yo of emotions in anticipation of seeing you on Wednesday. Wondering if I’ll feel a sense of relief, calm and closeness or if you’ll kick me out saying this isn’t working.
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