Dear T: I really need to tell you something XL

Lemoncake · Jun 30, 2019 at 02:54 PM

"Lovesick the beat inside my head."

So far 4 days no email.

Anastasia~ · Jun 30, 2019 at 02:59 PM

Group went horribly on Friday.. I don't ever want to go back. Where are you? Nowhere.

susannahsays · Jun 30, 2019 at 03:00 PM

A tantrum by any other name is still a tantrum, isn't it...

susannahsays · Jun 30, 2019 at 03:02 PM

If you weren't dealing with your mom right now, I would probably vent my rage and frustration with some texts.

SheHulk07 · Jun 30, 2019 at 03:11 PM

I'm sorry to call you on the weekend...I was really trying not to until I woke up to H this morning. I don't know why I called if I already SH afterwards and I don't know whether to tell you that or not. I'm worried that you'll mention the hospital again if I tell you. Maybe it'll be better if you don't call back.

susannahsays · Jun 30, 2019 at 03:25 PM

Mayday! Mayday!

LonesomeTonight · Jun 30, 2019 at 03:34 PM

Dear T,
I want to show you the painting I did today. I think you’d like it. Will just show you a pic next Monday. Safe travels.
Love,
LT

DP_2017 · Jun 30, 2019 at 06:53 PM

t3

I guess I will finally get to go back to therapy regularly. I will never call you "My T" but rather a "T I see" and please keep the distance you have with me and I hope you still tick me off regularly, I know it's stupid to pick you as a T, but I really NEED this, one who is about the work and not the nonsense. If I do (God forbid) become attached, I will sadly have to ghost you. I can not deal with that again.

Let's see how this works out, hopefully I wont need you anymore after the year ends.

susannahsays · Jun 30, 2019 at 07:15 PM

Am I going to have an appointment this week? Or have you just not contacted yet to say you won't be coming? Or maybe your mom has died and the receptionist will be calling tomorrow to say you'll be out for a while. I wish I knew.

I feel bad.

HowDoYouFeelMeow? · Jun 30, 2019 at 08:17 PM

Thanks for being responsive to my emails.

SheHulk07 · Jun 30, 2019 at 09:28 PM

I felt like I bothered you tonight by calling earlier. I wanted to say more but my kids wouldn't leave me alone. I guess we'll talk about it tomorrow evening.

Jun 30, 2019 at 10:33 PM

Dear Ex-Therapist -

I’ve been waking up in a sweat due to therapy nightmares again.

It’s hard to acknowledge that you damaged a piece of me that I can’t fix through will power. I’ve lost faith that anything except time will help lessen the pain.

I’m still angry with you but the anger has no place to go. I know that I can’t change you, but despite everything I still have the rescue fantasy that you’ll magically appear and take away the anger and pain.

Sadly, I know I will continue to deal with this alone. I’m sure you’re sleeping soundly somewhere and that I’m long forgotten.

kaleidoscopeheart · Jul 01, 2019 at 12:12 AM

Dear T,

I am tired of you being out of the office so much lately. Any chance your schedule is going to let up soon?

Echos Myron redux · Jul 01, 2019 at 04:55 AM

Thanks T, I'm looking forward to seeing you on Wed. Not sure how 2x a week is going to work in practice, with our schedules. I appreciate how hard you try to help me.

kaleidoscopeheart · Jul 01, 2019 at 08:34 AM

Dear T,

I worry that I am frustrating, I worry that I am annoying you, I worry that you are getting tired of dealing with me, and I worry about things ending before I am ready.

stopdog · Jul 01, 2019 at 09:38 AM

Therapists follow pt barnum's philosophy it seems to me.

Jul 01, 2019 at 03:14 PM

I so wish you were here this week. I am so stressed about my son's living situation again. It comes in waves. Sometimes I'm fine, then I'm stressed. My energy is all out of whack and I fell again today while out walking. Ugh. I can't wait til they are completely done with that apartment and this situation.

LabRat27 · Jul 01, 2019 at 03:21 PM

I don't actually particularly want to see you today. But I'm tired and things are bad idk. Today's another one of those days when I wish I could just get a hug instead of therapy. Do you ever wish you could hug me?

LostOnTheTrail · Jul 01, 2019 at 04:48 PM

Feeling like my feet are doing their own thing at the moment. I'm way too far in my head.

Lrad123 · Jul 01, 2019 at 10:06 PM

I’m experiencing a big yo-yo of emotions in anticipation of seeing you on Wednesday. Wondering if I’ll feel a sense of relief, calm and closeness or if you’ll kick me out saying this isn’t working.

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Lemoncake Luna's offical mini me. Member Since May 2017 Location: Cafe Nervosa. Posts: 9,700 (SuperPoster!) 6 10.2k hugs given	Jun 30, 2019 at 02:54 PM #961 "Lovesick the beat inside my head." So far 4 days no email. __________________ "Love, like life, flows Through the heart. Feel the thrill of the flow And say nothing."

Anastasia~ Poohbah Member Since Jul 2017 Location: Somewhere Posts: 1,019 6 5,296 hugs given	Jun 30, 2019 at 02:59 PM #962 Group went horribly on Friday.. I don't ever want to go back. Where are you? Nowhere. __________________

susannahsays Grand Magnate Member Since Jun 2018 Location: Somewhere Posts: 3,355 5 1 hugs given	Jun 30, 2019 at 03:00 PM #963 A tantrum by any other name is still a tantrum, isn't it... __________________ Life is hard. Then you die. Then they throw dirt in your face. -David Gerrold

susannahsays Grand Magnate Member Since Jun 2018 Location: Somewhere Posts: 3,355 5 1 hugs given	Jun 30, 2019 at 03:02 PM #964 If you weren't dealing with your mom right now, I would probably vent my rage and frustration with some texts. __________________ Life is hard. Then you die. Then they throw dirt in your face. -David Gerrold

SheHulk07 Magnate Member Since Oct 2013 Location: CO Posts: 2,305 10 871 hugs given	Jun 30, 2019 at 03:11 PM #965 I'm sorry to call you on the weekend...I was really trying not to until I woke up to H this morning. I don't know why I called if I already SH afterwards and I don't know whether to tell you that or not. I'm worried that you'll mention the hospital again if I tell you. Maybe it'll be better if you don't call back.

susannahsays Grand Magnate Member Since Jun 2018 Location: Somewhere Posts: 3,355 5 1 hugs given	Jun 30, 2019 at 03:25 PM #966 Mayday! Mayday! __________________ Life is hard. Then you die. Then they throw dirt in your face. -David Gerrold

LonesomeTonight Always in This Twilight Member Since Feb 2015 Location: US Posts: 20,767 (SuperPoster!) 9 75k hugs given	Jun 30, 2019 at 03:34 PM #967 Dear T, I want to show you the painting I did today. I think you’d like it. Will just show you a pic next Monday. Safe travels. Love, LT

susannahsays Grand Magnate Member Since Jun 2018 Location: Somewhere Posts: 3,355 5 1 hugs given	Jun 30, 2019 at 07:15 PM #969 Am I going to have an appointment this week? Or have you just not contacted yet to say you won't be coming? Or maybe your mom has died and the receptionist will be calling tomorrow to say you'll be out for a while. I wish I knew. I feel bad. __________________ Life is hard. Then you die. Then they throw dirt in your face. -David Gerrold

HowDoYouFeelMeow? Grand Member Member Since Sep 2014 Location: USA Posts: 750 9 893 hugs given	Jun 30, 2019 at 08:17 PM #970 Thanks for being responsive to my emails. __________________ "I think I'm a hypochondriac. I sure hope so, otherwise I'm just about to die." PTSD OCD Anxiety Major Depressive Disorder (Severe & Recurrent)

SheHulk07 Magnate Member Since Oct 2013 Location: CO Posts: 2,305 10 871 hugs given	Jun 30, 2019 at 09:28 PM #971 I felt like I bothered you tonight by calling earlier. I wanted to say more but my kids wouldn't leave me alone. I guess we'll talk about it tomorrow evening.

kaleidoscopeheart Member Member Since Apr 2017 Location: Parts Unknown Posts: 333 7 77 hugs given	Jul 01, 2019 at 12:12 AM #973 Dear T, I am tired of you being out of the office so much lately. Any chance your schedule is going to let up soon?

Echos Myron redux Magnate Member Since Apr 2018 Location: UK Posts: 2,161 6 1,834 hugs given	Jul 01, 2019 at 04:55 AM #974 Thanks T, I'm looking forward to seeing you on Wed. Not sure how 2x a week is going to work in practice, with our schedules. I appreciate how hard you try to help me.

kaleidoscopeheart Member Member Since Apr 2017 Location: Parts Unknown Posts: 333 7 77 hugs given	Jul 01, 2019 at 08:34 AM #975 Dear T, I worry that I am frustrating, I worry that I am annoying you, I worry that you are getting tired of dealing with me, and I worry about things ending before I am ready.

stopdog underdog is here Member Since Sep 2011 Location: blank Posts: 34,731 (SuperPoster!) 12 1 hugs given	Jul 01, 2019 at 09:38 AM #976 Therapists follow pt barnum's philosophy it seems to me. __________________ Please NO @ Selfishness is not living as one wishes to live, it is asking others to live as one wishes to live. Oscar Wilde Well Behaved Women Seldom Make History - Laurel Thatcher Ulrich Pain is inevitable. Suffering is optional.

Anonymous43207 Guest Posts: n/a	Jul 01, 2019 at 03:14 PM #977 I so wish you were here this week. I am so stressed about my son's living situation again. It comes in waves. Sometimes I'm fine, then I'm stressed. My energy is all out of whack and I fell again today while out walking. Ugh. I can't wait til they are completely done with that apartment and this situation.

LabRat27 Poohbah Member Since Mar 2018 Location: CA Posts: 1,009 6 2,354 hugs given	Jul 01, 2019 at 03:21 PM #978 I don't actually particularly want to see you today. But I'm tired and things are bad idk. Today's another one of those days when I wish I could just get a hug instead of therapy. Do you ever wish you could hug me?

Lrad123 Poohbah Member Since Nov 2017 Location: United States Posts: 1,332 6 372 hugs given	Jul 01, 2019 at 10:06 PM #980 I’m experiencing a big yo-yo of emotions in anticipation of seeing you on Wednesday. Wondering if I’ll feel a sense of relief, calm and closeness or if you’ll kick me out saying this isn’t working.