We talked about how I'm going to NY for the holiday. He asked if that would be hard-- being away from him. I told him yes and he said that we could have a phone session during the week and that we will also designate a certain time on Christmas Eve for him to call me in NY so we can talk for a bit.

OMG
I LOVE HIM

[Kiya]

you are so fortunate to have him. i can't even talk to mine during non session time.

[krazibean]

you are fortunate to have him pink!!! kiya, that is sad to hear.

[Perna]

Be careful, Pink. Don't have pinnacle experiences and then fall down the other side of the mountain when he or you aren't able to talk to one another as often. What circumstances will you be in in NY that you'll be comfortable talking to him? I'd hate to be in "strange" lodgings, not sure of my aloneness when it's time to talk and then having to resume foreign activities afterward.

[MissCharlotte]

I think it's wonderful that you will be able to connect and hear his voice (and thus be soothed?) during your time apart.

Wooooo Hooooo

Hey is this you on your Elmo phone?

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Be careful, Pink. Don't have pinnacle experiences and then fall down the other side of the mountain when he or you aren't able to talk to one another as often. What circumstances will you be in in NY that you'll be comfortable talking to him? I'd hate to be in "strange" lodgings, not sure of my aloneness when it's time to talk and then having to resume foreign activities afterward.

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The lodgings aren't srange-- I will be either with my in-laws, my parents, my sister, or my future sister-in-law. I'll have my cell phone with me all the time and would rather take that time out to talk with him and then return to whatever activities I'm doing, than not to talk to him at all. I have been going through an incredibly difficult time this last two months and the opportunity to make this connection with him while I am in NY is very significant for me. He offered me a session on the day of Christmas Eve, but I was not able to take it due to going away. Maybe he can come to NY with me? I wish. :-)

[Perna]

Just strange in the sense that I would have trouble picturing myself at my in-laws' or parents', excusing myself for a long cell phone conversation, knowing where to "go" to talk privately and cry if I needed to, etc. and then having to come back and pretend I was normal. I couldn't do that, it would really upset my status quo which I'd have a hard time establishing in the first place :-)