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I'm struggling with what I've come to realize is a delusion about my therapist
I'm seeing him tomorrow and I dont know what to expect I haven't been in 3 weeks . I made a session but cancelled it I've been communicating with an entity that says it is my T . And says awful things. I have nightmares about my T I'm scared to say this is not real . Because if I expect it to not be real and if I expect my session to go well , that means it wont Just asking for pocket riders , tomorrow 2pm EDT
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#2
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I’ll hop in
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There’s been many a crooked path that has landed me here Tired, broken and wearing rags Wild eyed with fear -Blackmoores Night |
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#3
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Me too, JDNA
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Thank u
I cannot stop thinking about it , and feeling the fear I'm scared he will say goodbye forever I just dont know how I would cope w that I've been seeing him for 9 years. I don't even know how this would end . I feel scared that it will end before I am ready , or, able to fully cope with it.
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#5
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Therapy is such a strange relationship, and unlike any other .
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I'll hop in your pocket too JD. Try to remember this entity is your brain/ mind playing tricks on you , and leaving you feeling scared , the deep stuff in the subconscious seems to be something that feels real.
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"Trauma happens - so does healing " |
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I agree with this. And it can be really intense. And I'll hop in. |
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#8
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Hugs I'll hop in too our minds can be very tricky when we are anxious. I hope you have a better session then what the fear is telling you think. Too often my fears often turn out to better. It's hard to think it's going to be okay til the session happens. Hugs
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Hugs, jD. I’m in.
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Since you cannot do good to all, you are to pay special attention to those who, by accidents of time, or place, or circumstance, are brought into closer connection with you. (St. Augustine) |
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#10
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I hope it goes well tomorrow, will join the others in your pocket!
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Will join the others in your pocket!
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Thanks everyone
Today is the day Trying 2 stay calm. I hope t and I can go on a walk ...
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I'm in, too, if you want me.
I've come to accept that a lot of my life has been delusion -- it is what it is. I'll be thinking of you, hoping everything goes well. |
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Happy to update that my session went well
T said he has not been communicating with me telepathically (voices/enitity) and that he cant do that . And hes not terminating me We had a good discussion, we did go on a walk , I am so glad that I went even tho I was scared. And I'm grateful for my therapist . So much Thanks for being in my pocket yall! Til next time !
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So glad to hear the session went well hugs
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#16
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Also glad it went well!
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