Dear T: I really need to tell you something XLIV

Lemoncake · Jun 09, 2020 at 03:24 AM

Anything you would like to say to your therapist, big or small... post it here.

SlumberKitty · Jun 09, 2020 at 11:06 AM

Dear T: I'm not sure how I should feel about the whole you not calling me when you said you would. I understand you had a client in crisis. You also had me in crisis. Argh. This stuff is too difficult to sort out. Kit

susannahsays · Jun 09, 2020 at 01:02 PM

The grey cat cries herself to sleep every night because you didn't want her.

SlumberKitty · Jun 09, 2020 at 01:12 PM

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Originally Posted by susannahsays

The grey cat cries herself to sleep every night because you didn't want her.

Oh that's so sad.

comrademoomoo · Jun 09, 2020 at 02:13 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by susannahsays

The grey cat cries herself to sleep every night because you didn't want her.

Why are they all so selfish?

LostOnTheTrail · Jun 09, 2020 at 01:28 PM

I'm doing everything I can at the moment to try and keep the waves of vulnerability from coming, but it doesn't seem to be working.
I don't want to be Soluble Lost. I really don't.

Lostislost · 04:25 PM

Have a nice break, I really hope you do, I'm not going to message you or anything and be annoying don't worry.

ArtieTheSequal · Jun 09, 2020 at 07:43 PM

I am looking forward to seeing you tomorrow even if it is just online. I sure hope you bring your best t self. I need that.

Polibeth · Jun 10, 2020 at 12:51 AM

Thank you so much for your support re: my job. It means a lot that you think it's too unsafe to return to as well.

kaleidoscopeheart · Jun 10, 2020 at 03:52 AM

Hey T,

I could really use an update on the question I sent you last week..... or maybe its a dumb idea and I should have never asked it in the first place.....

LabRat27 · Jun 29, 2020 at 08:39 PM

I wish you would text me before my other appointment in the morning. You didn't last time though, so you probably won't this time. You could have at least mentioned it when you texted me about scheduling today. I know that's outside of our usual boundaries, but this is different, right?
Maybe it'll go fine and we'll have nothing to talk about and I'll decide I must have been faking my reaction the last few times.
Maybe I'll dissociate or cry again and still not know why. Which still isn't really anything to talk about. What is there to say? There's nothing to work with.
I know it's terrible, but I almost wish there was something to remember, something to work through, an explanation.
You were so concerned and kind and compassionate and gentle the first time when I told you. I wish I deserved that. Instead I just feel icky and guilty because I know that I don't. I feel like a liar and a fraud for letting you be concerned, for letting myself consider the possibility that there's something to be concerned about even though I know there isn't.
I still wish you'd text me.

daisydid · Jul 14, 2020 at 09:50 PM

Oh look at the two of us, having a rupture.

Possible trigger:

I’m making progress because the last time this happened I SH really badly, but I haven’t tonight. Boy I want to though.

Lemoncake · Aug 13, 2020 at 03:30 AM

I'm surprised he lasted 13 days . Deep down I already knew my father being nice to me wouldn't last. Crying in my sister's room because I am hurt.

Four days left to my flight back....

Zero messages to you. I don't feel safe.

Jessica Hazlitt · Aug 14, 2020 at 06:42 PM

Going through another phase of missing you to the point of it being intrusive. Not just the company but the work too. I've lost so much this year and it's been so stressful. I'd like so much to come talk with you, my head on your back & holding the bottom of your jumper. I'm in desperate need of some comforting quiet safe space.

Lemoncake · Aug 18, 2020 at 07:59 AM

40 mins away from home and i'm sat crying at the back of the coach.

I'm actually really hurting right now. I've tried to be strong but i'm really not. My skin is fragile.

In the day after tomorrow how could he find his son if he didn't know where he was? I don't know where you are.

Lostislost · Sep 02, 2020 at 04:37 AM

I found this Tamil word for love, I think you'd like it. It describes how I love you, doesn't it? Would it make you more comfortable if I used this word next time?

"கைக்கிளை (Kaikkilai): This word probably doesn’t have an equivalent in very many languages. It’s used to express a romantic love that isn’t reciprocated by the other person."

KLL85 · Sep 02, 2020 at 08:34 AM

No reply to my email. Thanks for that you hateful b***ch.

Lostislost · Sep 04, 2020 at 05:29 AM

Ok so I'm imagining you on this holiday (With your partner of course) and I am immediately jealous. Jealous that you have the time, money and freedom to do that. But also I'm happy for you.

If I imagine myself going there... I would eat the nicest food I could find, drink anything I fancied, have sex outside, sleep a lot and take lots of photos so I remember it all. Have fun.

LostOnTheTrail · Jun 10, 2020 at 04:18 AM

Feel like I'm on the edge again. I really don't want to break down in session tomorrow.

SlumberKitty · Jun 10, 2020 at 09:27 AM

Dear T: thanks for calling me last night. Even though we only talked for maybe 5 minutes it was so good to hear your voice. I felt reassured. I know you were assessing me but it was still nice. And it's nice that you are going to call again to check in on me before Saturday. I'm really going to try to journal this time. Kit

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Lemoncake Roses are falling. Member Since May 2017 Location: Cafe Nervosa. Posts: 9,734 (SuperPoster!) 6 10.2k hugs given	Jun 09, 2020 at 03:24 AM #1 Anything you would like to say to your therapist, big or small... post it here. __________________ "Love, like life, flows Through the heart. Feel the thrill of the flow And say nothing."

SlumberKitty Legendary Wise Elder Member Since Jul 2018 Location: CA Posts: 27,329 (SuperPoster!) 5 117.7k hugs given	Jun 09, 2020 at 11:06 AM #2 Dear T: I'm not sure how I should feel about the whole you not calling me when you said you would. I understand you had a client in crisis. You also had me in crisis. Argh. This stuff is too difficult to sort out. Kit __________________ Dum Spiro Spero IC XC NIKA

susannahsays Grand Magnate Member Since Jun 2018 Location: Somewhere Posts: 3,355 5 1 hugs given	Jun 09, 2020 at 01:02 PM #3 The grey cat cries herself to sleep every night because you didn't want her. __________________ Life is hard. Then you die. Then they throw dirt in your face. -David Gerrold

Lostislost Veteran Member Member Since May 2020 Location: Uk Posts: 557 4 890 hugs given	Jun 09, 2020 at 03:46 PM #7 Have a nice break, I really hope you do, I'm not going to message you or anything and be annoying don't worry. Last edited by Lostislost; Jun 09, 2020 at 04:25 PM.. Reason: Spelling

ArtieTheSequal Writing my way through... Member Since Feb 2020 Location: In the desert Posts: 7,291 (SuperPoster!) 4 5,788 hugs given	Jun 09, 2020 at 07:43 PM #8 I am looking forward to seeing you tomorrow even if it is just online. I sure hope you bring your best t self. I need that.

Polibeth Poohbah Member Since Jun 2014 Location: Earth Posts: 1,193 9 2,235 hugs given	Jun 10, 2020 at 12:51 AM #9 Thank you so much for your support re: my job. It means a lot that you think it's too unsafe to return to as well.

kaleidoscopeheart Member Member Since Apr 2017 Location: Parts Unknown Posts: 333 7 77 hugs given	Jun 10, 2020 at 03:52 AM #10 Hey T, I could really use an update on the question I sent you last week..... or maybe its a dumb idea and I should have never asked it in the first place.....

daisydid Member Member Since Oct 2018 Location: the astral plane Posts: 493 5 375 hugs given	Jul 14, 2020 at 09:50 PM #12 Oh look at the two of us, having a rupture. Possible trigger: I’m making progress because the last time this happened I SH really badly, but I haven’t tonight. Boy I want to though.

Lemoncake Roses are falling. Member Since May 2017 Location: Cafe Nervosa. Posts: 9,734 (SuperPoster!) 6 10.2k hugs given	Aug 13, 2020 at 03:30 AM #13 I'm surprised he lasted 13 days . Deep down I already knew my father being nice to me wouldn't last. Crying in my sister's room because I am hurt. Four days left to my flight back.... Zero messages to you. I don't feel safe. __________________ "Love, like life, flows Through the heart. Feel the thrill of the flow And say nothing."

Jessica Hazlitt Member Member Since Sep 2014 Location: UK Posts: 394 9 25 hugs given	Aug 14, 2020 at 06:42 PM #14 Going through another phase of missing you to the point of it being intrusive. Not just the company but the work too. I've lost so much this year and it's been so stressful. I'd like so much to come talk with you, my head on your back & holding the bottom of your jumper. I'm in desperate need of some comforting quiet safe space.

Lostislost Veteran Member Member Since May 2020 Location: Uk Posts: 557 4 890 hugs given	Sep 02, 2020 at 04:37 AM #16 I found this Tamil word for love, I think you'd like it. It describes how I love you, doesn't it? Would it make you more comfortable if I used this word next time? "கைக்கிளை (Kaikkilai): This word probably doesn’t have an equivalent in very many languages. It’s used to express a romantic love that isn’t reciprocated by the other person."

KLL85 Member Member Since Aug 2019 Location: The World Posts: 278 4 16 hugs given	Sep 02, 2020 at 08:34 AM #17 No reply to my email. Thanks for that you hateful b***ch.