[Omers]

Had a great talk with Pdoc today. She thinks it’s great they T and I are disagreeing and I got angry... she doesn’t care who’s right. She validated some of my perspectives and some of his as well. She has experience with toxic relationships/domestic violence and has known me 10 years... she is happy to be the knowledgeable one on that so that unless absolutely necessary I don’t have to deal with my local shelter. She too saw where my personality would clash with leadership there and that I would struggle. She said if it comes down to it she will tell me to call/go to them but right now she thinks it would do me more harm than good. So, hopefully T will be comfortable with Pdoc being my domestic violence support rather than the shelter.
She said she was really enjoying what she was seeing and hearing from me with T. She reiterated how challenging I can be to work with and how severe my trauma is. She really likes what she is hearing from him. She is able to flex some on finances if it opens resources for me to keep seeing him. She felt it was best though to make the choices I feel safe with and see him as often as I can... anything but stopping my work with him if at all possible.
Then she said she hoped we’d get to see eachother face to face next time. She hasn’t forgotten that she owes me hugs.