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Writing my way through...
Member Since Feb 2020
Location: In the desert
Posts: 7,239
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#601
Hugs to all who want.
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LonesomeTonight, SlumberKitty
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Quietmind 2, zapatoes
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Grand Magnate
Member Since Feb 2017
Location: the upside down
Posts: 3,808
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#602
I'll take a hug. I turn 50 tomorrow and I'm not too excited at the prospect. It doesn't feel like 50 is the right number.
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Magnate
Member Since Feb 2017
Location: North America
Posts: 2,360
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#603
BF had a negative involuntary reaction to something about my body, and I feel gross and sad. I’m not exactly mad because I *know* he didn’t mean to hurt my feelings, and he apologized. But also I don’t quite know how to talk about it and obv he doesn’t either bc he’s being careful and gentle with me but hasn’t tried to talk about it with me.
I also worry that he’s going to get sick of how I get sad about things sometimes and get quiet. |
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Poohbah
Member Since Jan 2020
Location: Somewhere I'm working to leave
Posts: 1,243
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#604
Hugs SK. You've had a big loss with E. It makes sense to be depressed.
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SlumberKitty
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Poohbah
Member Since Jan 2020
Location: Somewhere I'm working to leave
Posts: 1,243
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#605
Lost, I hope R will respond in a helpful manner.
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Poohbah
Member Since Jan 2020
Location: Somewhere I'm working to leave
Posts: 1,243
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#606
Hugs if wanted, chihirochild.
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SlumberKitty
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chihirochild
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Elder Harridan x-hankster
Member Since Jun 2011
Location: Milan/Michigan
Posts: 39,872
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#607
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Grand Magnate
Member Since Sep 2018
Location: Islandia
Posts: 4,263
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#608
Turning 50 is alright, any even number is great. Ok Birthdays at the start of each decade are a big deal and occasionally anxiety inducing. When you turn 20 years old, you are no longer a teenager. Then you turn 30 years old, and you think wait what happened to my 20’s. 40 is tough too. Then 50, you are half a century old, no who wants to think about it. Maybe it’s good, you’re 50 years old, you have some great wisdom going on, you have life experience. But 60, I don’t know, I’m not there yet, don’t want to think about it, not yet. Can I get a do over, send me back to 20 or 25 years old. Oh well, I have some life experience, wisdom, better get moving with a bucket list.
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Elder Harridan x-hankster
Member Since Jun 2011
Location: Milan/Michigan
Posts: 39,872
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#609
In my 60's i wanted a do-over SO BAD! I had finally figured out where i'd gone wrong. Now i just want a keep-doing.
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Tweaky Dog
Member Since Aug 2011
Location: England
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#610
Thanks, QM.
She was very helpful, but I am still worried. It was not my usual way of reaching out, and it was the weekend, when I wouldn't normally make contact. But then, it's not every day that:
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__________________ 'Somewhere up above the great divide Where the sky is wide, and the clouds are few A man can see his way clear to the light 'You have all the grace you need for today, and today is all that matters.' - Steve Austin |
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Always in This Twilight
Member Since Feb 2015
Location: US
Posts: 20,768
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#611
Hugs, Lost, I hope she's OK...
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SlumberKitty
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Tweaky Dog
Member Since Aug 2011
Location: England
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#612
Thanks for the hugs, LT. She's home now, and it was 'only' an anxiety attack, but I'm still rattled. I feel like I've been telling myself that whatever is going on in my world is 'just a blip' for the last couple of months.
There comes a point where it's 'just a life', I guess. __________________ 'Somewhere up above the great divide Where the sky is wide, and the clouds are few A man can see his way clear to the light 'You have all the grace you need for today, and today is all that matters.' - Steve Austin |
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Luna's offical mini me.
Member Since May 2017
Location: Cafe Nervosa.
Posts: 9,700
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#613
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Getting sad and becoming quiet are perfectly normal human experiences. Your relationship is also about you too- not just him. You deserve a supportive partner without trying to change your behaviour. __________________ "Love, like life, flows Through the heart. Feel the thrill of the flow And say nothing." |
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Luna's offical mini me.
Member Since May 2017
Location: Cafe Nervosa.
Posts: 9,700
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#614
I watched the first few episodes of the new season of in treatment and I think I'm giving up on it. I don't like the clients and I hate the constant references to covid.
Client 1 - textbook maternal transference Client 2 - super angry guy Client 3- floating teenager with overbearing grandmother. __________________ "Love, like life, flows Through the heart. Feel the thrill of the flow And say nothing." Last edited by Lemoncake; Jun 09, 2021 at 12:23 PM.. |
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Luna's offical mini me.
Member Since May 2017
Location: Cafe Nervosa.
Posts: 9,700
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#615
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"Only" an anxiety attack can still be a terrifying experience for you and her. Hope you can feel more settled soon. __________________ "Love, like life, flows Through the heart. Feel the thrill of the flow And say nothing." |
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Luna's offical mini me.
Member Since May 2017
Location: Cafe Nervosa.
Posts: 9,700
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#616
__________________ "Love, like life, flows Through the heart. Feel the thrill of the flow And say nothing." |
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Member Since Jan 2017
Location: UK
Posts: 189
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#617
Well, I have now been discharged completely by the mental health service
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I honestly don't know what to do now. I would like opinions on something: do you think it would be reasonable to email my ex-therapist (I saw her on Monday for a final follow-up appointment but couldn't really say much because I was too upset)? I just want to thank her for everything she tried to do for me, but also to explain how hurt and upset I am at the way I have been treated - by the service as a whole and not specifically her, although she did repeatedly promise me that this would not happen. |
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Legendary Wise Elder
Member Since Jul 2018
Location: CA
Posts: 27,329
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#618
HUGS @littleblackdog
Maybe write the email but don't send it yet. It sounds like your feelings are really raw. Write it out with all your feelings and everything you want to say. Then in a couple of days edit it and then think about sending it. I'm sorry the system let you down. I'm sorry you are feeling so badly. HUGS Kit __________________ Dum Spiro Spero IC XC NIKA |
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Legendary Wise Elder
Member Since Jul 2018
Location: CA
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#619
Appointment with case manager went okay yesterday. She wasn't mad that I didn't get the third thing done but she was really impressed that I got two of the things done. She says I have really good skills. She did suggest that I see a psychiatrist for a second opinion (I'm on a lot of psych medications) and see someone in network. I see a Pdoc who does cash only so it's like $200 every time I see him. I budget to be able to see him 6 times a year, and so far this year have seen him three times. But it is a lot of money when I pay for good insurance and my copay would be $30. She's just concerned because I am on a lot of medications and I am still having symptoms. Hard to argue with that. It was a short call, maybe 10 minutes but it is nice to check in with someone. She doesn't seem terribly organized. Example. Last time she asked me for my primary care doctor's phone number so she could coordinate care but as I was on the phone with her I couldn't get it. So I had it ready for her and she was going to get off the phone call without getting the number so I was like, wait, don't you want this number? Maybe she was just rushed yesterday. She sounded rushed. I don't know if I should see a second Pdoc for a second opinion. My Pdoc gives me benzo (generic xanax) and I know some won't prescribe that. He also gives me a stimulant for the ADHD and some won't do that with a psychosis background. But maybe it can't hurt?
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Legendary Wise Elder
Member Since Jul 2018
Location: CA
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#620
Wishing you the happiest of birthdays NP_Complete. I wasn't too thrilled with my last birthday either but it turned out to be a good year. Maybe this new decade of your life will be the best yet! The best is yet to come! Thinking of you, Kit
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