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Grand Magnate
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Dec 06, 2021 at 01:56 PM
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Dr. S - I am so very nauseous and I assume it's from the wellbutrin. Also why did you start me on only 100mg? I guess probably to make sure the insomnia doesn't get worse. But I am impatient. Desperate to feel better. I hope this helps me.
Therapist - I haven't rescheduled the appointment you had to cancel because I'm too depressed. Also have a severe cold and lost my voice. Got tested for COVID and it came back negative, so that is good. My immune system probably just got overwhelmed from responding to the COVID booster and flu shot and let a regular cold take me down. I took today off sick from work. I can't tell if it's more because of feeling ****** from the cold or because I am too depressed even to sit up and turn on my computer. __________________ Life is hard. Then you die. Then they throw dirt in your face. -David Gerrold |
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Dec 06, 2021 at 06:13 PM
#942
I love you.
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Legendary Wise Elder
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Dec 06, 2021 at 06:21 PM
#943
Dear T Julieanne, Thank you for trusting me.
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Dec 06, 2021 at 06:49 PM
#944
I miss Transfernce T so much tonight I feel this raw feeling deep in my gut and it hurts. I ****ing hate forgetting her for days or a week at a time and then everything just hitting me again. It sucks so much.
But its like the song Wrecking Ball by Miley Cyrus "Don't you ever say I just walked away, I will always want you." I think I'll go make myself a cup of that tea that reminds me of her. __________________ Ridin' with Biden |
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Dec 06, 2021 at 06:50 PM
#945
I thought you ******** but I'm not sure now.
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Grand Magnate
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Dec 06, 2021 at 08:13 PM
#946
I want some cornbread.
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Wise Elder
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Dec 06, 2021 at 10:55 PM
#947
L,
I could really use a big hug tomorrow. __________________ "Odium became your opium..." ~Epica |
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Dec 06, 2021 at 11:07 PM
#948
Dear T- owwwwwww. i wish i had someone to revel in my misery with me. but, i’ve got no one. i just hope the pain recedes by wed night.
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Magnate
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Dec 07, 2021 at 07:44 AM
#949
New T,
Well, I didn't expect to go there today. What made you so that question at that time I wonder. What made you think I was ready for that? I'm glad I told you not to go there for the other bit though, and glad I felt I could say stop when I did My head was really hurting. I realised recently that when I think of these things, when I go back to the past, I clench my teeth right down. I clench so hard that it gives me a headache, alongside other reasons probably. I'm learning to notice and to try and relax but that's near on impossible in the moment, only after is it easier. |
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Dec 07, 2021 at 01:45 PM
#950
I hate virtual but I don't want a repeat of last year either. So I'll just do the virtual. Your first email seemed very phoned in. The second seemed a bit more personalized although I still don't know if you knew excatly who you were responding to. I hope this is just a one time virtual session and isnt permenent. I didn't freak you out that badly last week did I? I was actually looking forward to meeting with you in person but whatever.
Now I'm really glad I didnt cancel and I'll take whatever I can get at this point. __________________ Ridin' with Biden Last edited by Mountaindewed; Dec 07, 2021 at 04:36 PM.. |
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Dec 07, 2021 at 03:51 PM
#951
I was not expecting you to say you were working for a day between Christmas and New Year and did I want a session even though it wouldn’t be my normal day. I don’t know what to do. I had mentally prepared myself for no sessions for three weeks and although I know how agonising that will be and that no doubt all my abandonment stuff will mean a rupture in the new year, I feel like it would be really needy and pathetic to say yes to the session you have offered. Have you offered all your clients a session? If not, how many? And how did you choose? I’m presuming you would struggle to see them all in one day?! Secretly I hope it’s just me, but I realistically know that isn’t the case. I hope you don’t want an answer straight the way. Part of me wants to say no because I know that going three weeks without a session will trigger all my abandonment issues, and it will cause a rupture. I think maybe there is part of me that wants there to be a rupture. How messed up is that?
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Dec 07, 2021 at 08:00 PM
#952
I hope you are feeling less tired, somehow, knowing you've got some time off coming up. I want to say so much more about this but...
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Dec 08, 2021 at 02:02 PM
#953
Thank you for rescheduling me for the 21st for an in person session without me asking. I liked how you said that you know in person sessions are important to me. An in person session a few days before Christmas could be a literal life saver and may be good at helping me deal with these demons I'm still fighting with from last Christmas
Also thanks for being professional today and not joking around. But I'm not sure why you were doing virtual sessions in the first place so maybe you just werent up to joking for some personal reason. __________________ Ridin' with Biden |
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Grand Poohbah
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Dec 08, 2021 at 03:29 PM
#954
I made a joke in my email! A joke! See how amicable and light hearted I can be?!
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Grand Poohbah
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Dec 08, 2021 at 04:36 PM
#955
And you made a joke in reply! This is almost civil.
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Dec 08, 2021 at 05:15 PM
#956
Maybe we need to talk about my brother... I'm just not sure that before the break is a good time to do that....
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Dec 08, 2021 at 05:16 PM
#957
I'm trying, L! And succeeding.
 We did such good big work yesterday! I like that feeling. I wish we didn't have a tiff to begin with the other week, AND I totally see how we are turning the bricks into our foundation. Rupture/repair really does create progress, deeper understanding, and healing. I so look forward to your reply tonight and for our Friday session. I want more of this!I love you, L, and I accept all your multitudes!
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Dec 08, 2021 at 05:54 PM
#958
This Frank Turner song sums it all up right now. Speak to you in the morning.
__________________ 'Somewhere up above the great divide Where the sky is wide, and the clouds are few A man can see his way clear to the light 'You have all the grace you need for today, and today is all that matters.' - Steve Austin |
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Dec 08, 2021 at 06:41 PM
#959
It was one time too many
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Dec 08, 2021 at 07:23 PM
#960
Dear T,
Sorry to bug you with that. I probably should have just saved it as a draft. But I'm really stressed right now. I am glad I didn't email you about the field mouse comment earlier, as that seems so minor compared to the stuff with D. Love, LT |
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