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#621
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Poohbah
Member Since Jan 2020
Location: Somewhere I'm working to leave
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#622
I'm on sliding scale after my finances changed. Was worth it to ask and I told my T I'll see her less if necessary.
Glad my T left public healthcare in my country because everything is now time limited, or "X sessions then apply for another X sessions." It was a lot cheaper but has other important consequences that private practice doesn't. I was pretty upset with an acquaintance who just kept judging me on my therapy situation based on his situation, which is very different from mine. He's out of my life now, for being judgmental about other stuff. I've had my T for 5 years, thankful she's got experience with DID after my unexpected diagnosis. Def still a sacrifice monetary-wise. I wish quality therapy was more accessible for everyone who needs it around the world. The USA system is terrible, UK's NHS is terrible etc... stuff I've learned from you folks and other online friends. |
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Member Since Jul 2018
Location: CA
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#623
I contacted another group of therapists that supposedly takes my insurance and I am waiting to hear back from them. I contacted a person from the list my insurance company gave me. She got back to me and said she will have to check with her staff to see if she currently takes my insurance and asked me for the front and back of my insurance card so I texted that to her. She said she would get back to me today but I don't know when. Last night it was 8 PM before she called me (I was in bed so I got the message this morning.) I'm really trying to find someone who takes my insurance above all because, I pay a lot for my insurance so I want to use it. But if I can't then I'll suck it up and do self pay. I also asked the lady who got back to me if she doesn't take my insurance if she does sliding scale so I am trying hard to find a new therapist ASAP. It's stinking hard though. I am waiting on the other group to get back to me and see if they have availability and someone who takes my insurance. I am on a waiting list from the first group but they said they don't have any openings right now for anyone male or female who take my insurance because I asked what if I said I would take a male therapist? And they said no one who takes my insurance has any open appointments. This is for the state of CA so that's discouraging! There's not very many people locally that take my insurance (It's Blue Shield of CA so it's not like an unknown named one). I've never had a T give me any referrals. So it is very frustrating to try to do it all on my own. But I am trying my best to take care of myself. I saw this saying on FB "Treat yourself like someone you are responsible for taking care of." So I am trying to keep that in mind. In the meantime IOP Individual T is trying to find out if my case manager is asking the insurance company for more days. She is hoping we have more time together. I am supposed to end IOP on the 21st and then go into aftercare. But I don't know if the insurance will extend my days a fourth time or not.
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Magnate
Member Since Oct 2018
Location: USA
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#624
Yes, doing the leg work on insurance, finding a covered provider, is time-consuming and can be frustrating, but that is unfortunately just what you have to do with the way medical insurance works. I've spent many many hours researching providers on the insurance list (for various specialties) and then getting referrals (I have to have referrals for medical specialists) and then trying to get scheduled. It's a slow and tedious process at times, but it is what it is. It is the only way I could have ever afforded therapy and psychiatrists.
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Wise Elder
Member Since Nov 2013
Location: US
Posts: 8,412
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#625
Kit, Are you finding IOP helpful?
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Wise Elder
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#626
Kit - Are you familiar with "A reason, a season, a lifetime"? Maybe it might help you with this loss of your IOP therapist.
I have formed attachments to different people (women for me specifically) who cannot remain in my life for one reason or another. The first person who comes to mind was a therapist at a crisis house I stayed at. She helped me a ton when I was there for DV and she was there via phone when ex-T abandoned me. I so wish I could have kept her in my life. I could have learned so much from her. But it wasn't meant to be. However, I do get to keep her in a special part of my heart. I keep my short, but valuable time I had with her, the hug we weren't supposed to have, and the lessons she taught me. They are mine and I'll never forget her. Try to cherish what you do have left with this T. Maybe get a transitional object from her, even an encouraging letter, to keep and remember her by. Don't let this time go to waste just because it hurts. She is special to you for helping you. Honor that. __________________ "Odium became your opium..." ~Epica |
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#627
Yes, overall it has been helpful. I have a greater understanding of some of my issues including shame. I feel better equipped to handle stressors. I have some tools for emotional regulation and distress tolerance. Except for not being able to keep this T it has been a very positive experience. Losing her however, feels like it wipes out all the positive and just leaves the slate on the negative end. But I am slowly coming more to peace with it. I survived the loss of former T and I saw her for 10 years. I can survive this loss too. Thanks for your poem in your next post. HUGS Kit
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Child of a lesser god
Member Since Jun 2015
Location: Tartarus
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#628
My brain is so mushy halfway through the semester that when I packed my swim stuff and headed for the gym, the packed bag stayed at home by the front door while I drove to the gym.
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Elder Harridan x-hankster
Member Since Jun 2011
Location: Milan/Michigan
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#629
Loam dog is not doing his job, reminding you!
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Child of a lesser god
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Location: Tartarus
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#630
__________________ The secret to eternal youth is arrested development.—Alice Roosevelt Longworth Last edited by atisketatasket; Oct 14, 2021 at 10:35 PM.. Reason: Typo |
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Member Since Sep 2011
Location: blank
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#631
__________________ Please NO @ Selfishness is not living as one wishes to live, it is asking others to live as one wishes to live. Oscar Wilde Well Behaved Women Seldom Make History - Laurel Thatcher Ulrich Pain is inevitable. Suffering is optional. |
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Poohbah
Member Since Apr 2020
Location: Nowhere
Posts: 1,257
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#632
I hate cats, no i dont really but wnyndo they look you in the eye as they are pushing your favourite coffee mug off the table. Some sort of dominance thing or are they just bastards
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Poohbah
Member Since Apr 2020
Location: Nowhere
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#633
Alao why is youtube recommending a series of videos of capybaras earing a variety of giant vegetables?
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Always in This Twilight
Member Since Feb 2015
Location: US
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#634
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Legendary Wise Elder
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Location: CA
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#635
I have a lead on a new T. I picked her name off the list from my insurance company. I liked her name so that's why I picked her. As good of a reason as any. She wasn't listed on Psychology Today so I couldn't get a look at her or her credentials or anything. She seems okay on the phone. She left me a voicemail. At least her voice is tolerable. It's not annoying or anything. I can't place the age from the voice though. She verified she does take my insurance and she is going to look at her telehealth schedule. The one thing that bothered me was that she said if I didn't hear back from her today to text her tomorrow because she is really busy today. Is that a sign that she is forgetful? I'm glad her practice is busy though, that seems like a good sign. If she was a bad therapist, maybe she wouldn't be busy. I hope she connects with me and I hope I connect with her and we click.
Also my case manager from IOP is going to try to help me find a T. I sent him the front and back of my insurance card so he can do some research and see who is in my area. I told him I was also open to telehealth (got used to it because of Covid) so if he needed to go a little further he could. So waiting for him to get back to me. __________________ Dum Spiro Spero IC XC NIKA |
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Writing my way through...
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#636
Happy Friday everyone. Just dropped in momentarily to send hugs /headnods all around as appropriate, before I head out to see L. Have to stop by my son's place first so am leaving a little early. And to share that I finished the mandala afghan last night, here's a pic! It's so big I can't get a decent picture of the entire thing laid flat, so this is it draped over my couch. I am thrilled with how it turned out and already planning to make another. It took me 15 days, working on it every evening.
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Legendary Wise Elder
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#637
Your afghan is really pretty Artie. Great job!
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Wise Elder
Member Since Nov 2013
Location: US
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#638
Really beautiful Artie! So very talented!
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Always in This Twilight
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Location: US
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#639
Really impressed by the afghan, Artie!
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Always in This Twilight
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#640
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I hope you hear back soon, Kit, and that the one T works out. I wouldn't assume her saying to text if she doesn't call today to mean she is forgetful. It may just be that she knew she'd be busy today and might not have a chance to call. The fact that she's saying to text her on a Saturday seems like she's trying to make something work. Also, even if she is forgetful about things like that, it doesn't mean she'll be a bad T. We all have our faults. I mean, I can have every intention of contacting someone on a particular day, then the day gets away from me. It doesn't mean I care about them any less or that I wouldn't remember, say, an actual plan to meet for lunch or whatever. So I'd give her a chance. |
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