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Grand Poohbah
Member Since Apr 2017
Location: In a land far far away
Posts: 1,574
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#401
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You can hide all sorts of stuff :P |
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atisketatasket, LonesomeTonight, Quietmind 2
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Writing my way through...
Member Since Feb 2020
Location: In the desert
Posts: 7,224
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4 5,756 hugs
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#402
I sing anyway when shopping even before masks. But now I can freely talk to myself too while wearing one. heehee
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Child of a lesser god
Member Since Jun 2015
Location: Tartarus
Posts: 19,146
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#403
__________________ The secret to eternal youth is arrested development.—Alice Roosevelt Longworth |
LonesomeTonight, ScarletPimpernel, SlumberKitty, WarmFuzzySocks
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Quietmind 2
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Elder Harridan x-hankster
Member Since Jun 2011
Location: Milan/Michigan
Posts: 39,843
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#404
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Not arguing, just sayin. Cuz almost nobody has mo money than my old boss. |
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Quietmind 2
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Poohbah
Member Since Jan 2020
Location: Somewhere I'm working to leave
Posts: 1,243
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#405
Hugs, Scarlet
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Poohbah
Member Since Jan 2020
Location: Somewhere I'm working to leave
Posts: 1,243
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#406
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I've been scapegoat in jobs for being "different", though not due to disability. |
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SlumberKitty, unaluna, WarmFuzzySocks
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atisketatasket, LonesomeTonight, unaluna
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Writing my way through...
Member Since Feb 2020
Location: In the desert
Posts: 7,224
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4 5,756 hugs
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#407
Just got the call from the vet, results are back from the urinalysis. Not sure if this needs trigger warning so adding it just in case.
Possible trigger:
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*Beth*, LonesomeTonight, ScarletPimpernel, SlumberKitty, unaluna, WarmFuzzySocks
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Quietmind 2
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Writing my way through...
Member Since Feb 2020
Location: In the desert
Posts: 7,224
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4 5,756 hugs
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#408
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SlumberKitty
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LonesomeTonight, Quietmind 2
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Writing my way through...
Member Since Feb 2020
Location: In the desert
Posts: 7,224
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#409
I've been flooded with more realizations since talking with L earlier. Like this major one. That I've been holding myself an emotional hostage to the relationship with her for a good while now. Don't ask me to explain that, not sure I could begin to, but... @#$%&^* I think it's 100% true.
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LonesomeTonight, SlumberKitty, unaluna
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Quietmind 2
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Grand Magnate
Member Since Feb 2017
Location: the upside down
Posts: 3,807
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#410
P to me today: "I'm happy you're not a sociopath." Made me laugh out loud.
Context: He brought up how boys tend to react to the way I felt growing up by acting out or breaking the law, whereas I seemed to shrink into myself. |
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LonesomeTonight, Quietmind 2, WarmFuzzySocks
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Always in This Twilight
Member Since Feb 2015
Location: US
Posts: 20,739
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#411
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That's kinda funny--I'd have laughed, too! |
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SlumberKitty
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Quietmind 2
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Elder Harridan x-hankster
Member Since Jun 2011
Location: Milan/Michigan
Posts: 39,843
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12 66.3k hugs
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#412
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atisketatasket, SlumberKitty
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Quietmind 2
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Elder
Member Since Oct 2008
Posts: 7,361
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#413
My T was awesome (as usual-I should be used to this by now), and was absolutely okay with the fact that I texted her over the weekend when I was struggling. She said it doesn’t happen often, and she understands.
Whew! Now to wait two weeks to see her… |
ArtieTheSequal, LonesomeTonight, ScarletPimpernel, SlumberKitty, unaluna
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Quietmind 2
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Always in This Twilight
Member Since Feb 2015
Location: US
Posts: 20,739
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#414
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Glad to hear it, Velcro! |
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SlumberKitty
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Quietmind 2, unaluna
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Writing my way through...
Member Since Feb 2020
Location: In the desert
Posts: 7,224
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4 5,756 hugs
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#415
I'm glad to hear it too, Velcro!
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SlumberKitty
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Poohbah
Member Since Jan 2020
Location: Somewhere I'm working to leave
Posts: 1,243
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#416
Um, so since 2 days ago, my remaining friends (3 people) are taking shifts so I'm not alone in the flat due to how I'm apparently switching with no awareness or memory and doing unsafe things.
I might have to go inpatient psych. First time in my life. I'm scared. |
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Writing my way through...
Member Since Feb 2020
Location: In the desert
Posts: 7,224
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4 5,756 hugs
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#417
I think getting through today's uncomfortable phone call with L in one piece calls for a glass of wine. {Artie passes around a bottle of Oliver Winery & Vineyards Cherry Moscato.} I haven't been drinking since July since I've been working on losing weight, but this is a special occasion.
Cheers! |
LonesomeTonight, ScarletPimpernel, SlumberKitty
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Quietmind 2
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Writing my way through...
Member Since Feb 2020
Location: In the desert
Posts: 7,224
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4 5,756 hugs
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#418
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Big hugs, QM. I'm so sorry you're going through this. I'm glad you have friends watching out for you, and I hope you are able to do what's best for you and that you stay safe. |
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Quietmind 2
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Always in This Twilight
Member Since Feb 2015
Location: US
Posts: 20,739
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#419
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Hugs, QM...I hope you can get through this without needing to go inpatient, but you also need to do what keeps you safe. Are you able to get in touch with pdoc to see if a change in meds could help? |
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Quietmind 2
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Poohbah
Member Since Jan 2020
Location: Somewhere I'm working to leave
Posts: 1,243
4 8 hugs
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#420
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Pros: - I like her because she's collaborative and doesn't mind me doing my own research. - Complex trauma sensitive. - Trans affirming (which is rare, and I have horrible gender dysphoria) - Her colleague was the one who diagnosed DID, they can consult. - She knows my therapist. Cons: - She isn't familiar with DID. - While she's collaborative, maybe I shouldn't have to do my own research to find meds for my chronic bad PTSD nightmares that aren't the typical Prazosin. |
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