[black-roses]

I've been overthinking
Reeling
Thinking that you will leave me
Abandonment fears betray my heart
Feel they overrule your heart
And I've been trapped in negative
Thinking cycle that I can't get out
What if the world manipulates me
What if there is truly no one we can trust
Who can calm this thudding heart
So filled with pain
Well we ever get away from what torments
Us or is there just another addiction
To placate us?
is there really no where we can go?
I open the door, but can't communicate
Fear so real I overstated
And I've been mumbling to myself
In fear that no one understands
What I need is there no safety in vulnerability?
Is there safety for a shilling?
Wanting to cry in someone else's arms
Hoping they won't let me go and leave me behind