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Human Feeling
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Location: England
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#981
Everything feels like aftermath, all over again.
Are you aware that we only had one opportunity to talk about my grief in its current form? Doesn't feel like it, somehow. __________________ 'Somewhere up above the great divide Where the sky is wide, and the clouds are few A man can see his way clear to the light 'You have all the grace you need for today, and today is all that matters.' - Steve Austin |
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#982
Please switch to telehealth tommorow.
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Writing my way through...
Member Since Feb 2020
Location: In the desert of my soul
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#983
I feel so bad. Today the thought that world war 3 is likely going to happen in my lifetime and may have already begun has me terrified. I want to crawl into a deep cave and hide. Or call in sick and go hide under my bed.
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#984
Do you mind a shower in a can? My stomach is fine, I'm just dizzy from this new med.
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Human Feeling
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#985
The surreal thing about all this is that you are the only person who can be in the same space with me, and yet I still feel the distance.
You were the only person I trusted with my innermost feelings for so long, then you disappeared when I needed you most. In Steve's absence, it is hard to access the level of self-belief I had. I believed in myself because he believed in me, and now you are asking me to figure out what remains? I took it on the chin when he died, somehow, because that was the only option. __________________ 'Somewhere up above the great divide Where the sky is wide, and the clouds are few A man can see his way clear to the light 'You have all the grace you need for today, and today is all that matters.' - Steve Austin |
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#986
I really hope I can describe what's happened and what I have done and what I have realised without sounding like a loony. In amongst all this is something touching and real about you and how I feel about you, but I am worried it's going to sound copy and paste. Maybe it is. Maybe all these things are copy and paste. But still.
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