Lack of closure after T was reported

I haven’t posted here in years, so I’m not sure that anyone here remembers my situation with my (now former) therapist back in 2021. essentially, I disclosed that I was attracted to him, and things spiraled from there. he engaged in a lot of sexual conversations with me, commented on my appearance, etc.

toward the end of 2022, I was hospitalized and told the inpatient T what was happening with my outpatient T. she reported him to the licensing board, and I reluctantly agreed to go along with it (I was still super attached to him). the investigation lasted a year and I was given little to no details. in the end, all I was told was that he was given “less than public discipline,” meaning that there is no public record of him being in trouble. aside from that, the results could be pretty much anything from him receiving no consequence at all, to him needing increased supervision and getting a slap on the hand. I honestly hate the not knowing and find it so hard to truly move on without that sense of closure. thank you for reading my rant—I guess I’m just looking for support.


linked my threads from years ago for anyone who’s interested in more backstory:


“My therapist admitted he’s attracted to me”:

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“Sent my therapist nudes”:

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