Things have been up and down like always. Last week was the "worthless session" I posted about. This week was much better.

I was able to talk about some issues and feel heard. A lot got said and a lot was planned out to help with some problems going on in my life.

About 20 minutes before time was up one of my little guys who is usually very angry came out and talked about some issues as well. Then he talked to her about wanting her cell phone number for emergencies only. They hashed it out back and forth and we all PROMISED that it would ONLY be used in an ABSOLUTE emergency.

Somehow, in that discussion some feelings got hurt and those two little ones emailed T and told her they feel bad/like they need to punish themselves/want to quit therapy etc. Severely pushing and pulling at her.

Every time it happens, I'm certain she's going to the end the therapeutic relationship and that we would be crushed. She is in the process of slowly retiring, so we worry it would be so easy for her to say "See ya!"

But she didn't. She emailed us back and told us all was ok, she's ok, we're ok, it's all ok. She explained the things in session to clear them up, not meaning it the way we took it.

I always doubt her and I shouldn't. She's the best.

Love you T.

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Stormy, Thats great!