You know how we all at one time or another have a horrific session with T and then think it's totally over? I guess for some, it has been over. For others, T has stood by us through thick and through thin.

My last session with T was less than savory to say the least and I've felt tortured ever since. I've had anxiety spikes (compulsions) that are excruciating psychologically and physically. I liken those sessions to "cliff hanger" episodes on T.V in respect to the fact that it leaves us anxiously awaiting the next (or maybe last) episode. Was it just a dream? Will we be rejected? I get to find out what happens tomorrow at 4:00. Right now, I feel like jumping off a cliff (not literally). So, in honor of the "cliff" theme, here's the cliff that I feel like not literally jumping off of:



What does your cliff look like?

If T (I hope that stands for Therapist, not Terminator) decides to kick me out, I have a replacement T just in case.



My T has been pushing me a lot lately and I'm sick of it! I think this turtle T will take things slowly and not keep my attachment system activated so I can finally reach homeostasis. Well, I'm already attached to him as you can see. Although, I'm a little worried! I've heard rumors about this T -- some kind of Tortoise and the Hare story where the Turtle actually beats the hare.(?) I wonder if this T is as slow and steady as he appears or if he will try "push me over the line" (finish line) like my current T?

So, what will be my fate?


Will it be -
TURTLE T TO THE RESCUE!

OR . . .

Will T and I overcome adversity and be laughing next session?



Tune in to my next session summary to find the answer. . .

[MissCharlotte]

(((((((((Soliaree))))))))))))

You know how we all at one time or another have a horrific session with T and then think it's totally over?

NO THIS HAS NEVER HAPPENED TO ME......

Okay, so I lied.

Soli, I have been thinking about you and am a bit worried. I wonder how can we contain or control or manage or alleviate these emotional spikes so we don't suffer so much? I know it's a rhetorical question, but I was such a wreck these past few weeks too that I just hate you are in that place now too. The pain is too much. PM me if you need to.

Don't jump off anything higher than the bottom step of your front porch okay?

How about Cookie Monster T?

[Fuzzybear]

(((((((((((((( Soliaree ))))))))))))))

(((((((((((((((((((((( soli ))))))))))))))))))))))

Hanging on with you to see what your next episode will bring. I hope seeing T brings you some relief....you deserve it.

Jump? No
PM Earthmama? Yes

[Kiya]

I totally printed out Cookie Monster T. littles want to paint it and give it to t tonight.

[Kiya]

Originally Posted by Soliaree

What does your cliff look like?

My cliff is looking a lil jagged and steep right now... going into process trauma tonight... but I'm more worried about you. I PMed you.... is their anyway you can get more support? Groups? A social worker... ANYONE???
(((((((((((Soliaree))))))))))))))