Ok so today was my last appointment with T until the 31st of the month do to holidays. I went in so scared, I brought her , her gift which was much like my avatar without the spaceship,...she loves the saying "i want to believe" and she loved the gift she washed it up and sit it on a table. Every year I also write her a poem of thanks, she adored it, she told me once again I was a great great writer.....but to the point of the post....

The session was hard I kept looking at the clock we talked about several topics plus I had journals to read so I talked as fast as I could. We first talked about how I felt jealous of her other clients because sometimes I could here her laugh at times or them. She said therapy isn't ever done in a bad way, it is all about the person, and she said the MOST amazing thing EVER..."My friend Suzzane is also a Psychologist and we both love our clients so much we are blessed to get to ones we get" I almost cried in a good way . Anyway we then talked about my sexual cravings and lust, she being 45 told me how porn has just made sex a hard topic for me, mainly because it gave me the wrong Idea of it, and true sex only comes with intimacy and love.

We then talked about dozens of things in my journals, at the end of session after a request well sorda...I said could you give me 2 cards this week of wisdom (like always every week) except normally I only ask for one (well I don't ask anymore she automaticlly does it I asked once and from their on she wrote on my cards) She gave me a xmas card with so many words of wisdom it was like a full letter describeing how thoughtful and caring I was and how I can make it until the 31st. She also wrote me a pocket sized card with wisdom on it too. She said as I was about to read "wait , wait until you get in your car then read" *with a smile* she hugged me and said thanks soooooooo much for my gift, "don't you worry about me being gone I"ll be safe for you"....I walked out only to want to walk back in.....I'll need support PC....but...I'll do it...

Dustin

[gimmeice]

((((((((((((( moonkin ))))))))))))))))

Wow, that sounds like a wonderful session.
We will be here when you need the support, try to enjoy the love from your T for now though.

[searchingmysoul]

What an incredible session!

(((((((moonkin)))))))

Be well in these coming weeks.

[Simcha]

Originally Posted by Moonkin

Ok so today was my last appointment with T until the 31st of the month do to holidays. I went in so scared, I brought her , her gift which was much like my avatar without the spaceship,...she loves the saying "i want to believe" and she loved the gift she washed it up and sit it on a table. Every year I also write her a poem of thanks, she adored it, she told me once again I was a great great writer.....but to the point of the post....

The session was hard I kept looking at the clock we talked about several topics plus I had journals to read so I talked as fast as I could. We first talked about how I felt jealous of her other clients because sometimes I could here her laugh at times or them. She said therapy isn't ever done in a bad way, it is all about the person, and she said the MOST amazing thing EVER..."My friend Suzzane is also a Psychologist and we both love our clients so much we are blessed to get to ones we get" I almost cried in a good way . Anyway we then talked about my sexual cravings and lust, she being 45 told me how porn has just made sex a hard topic for me, mainly because it gave me the wrong Idea of it, and true sex only comes with intimacy and love.

We then talked about dozens of things in my journals, at the end of session after a request well sorda...I said could you give me 2 cards this week of wisdom (like always every week) except normally I only ask for one (well I don't ask anymore she automaticlly does it I asked once and from their on she wrote on my cards) She gave me a xmas card with so many words of wisdom it was like a full letter describeing how thoughtful and caring I was and how I can make it until the 31st. She also wrote me a pocket sized card with wisdom on it too. She said as I was about to read "wait , wait until you get in your car then read" *with a smile* she hugged me and said thanks soooooooo much for my gift, "don't you worry about me being gone I"ll be safe for you"....I walked out only to want to walk back in.....I'll need support PC....but...I'll do it...

Dustin

Hey Dustin,

Your T sounds like a REALLY awesome lady. You know, you won't be the only one here toughing it out for the holidays. Many of us here find it really difficult and need to support each other.

Make sure you fill your days with good activities that you enjoy. You CAN make it until the 31st. It's not too far away, and hopefully you'll have a lot of good stuff to share with your T.

[phoenix7]

sounds like a great session - I am happy for you - you seem to have a wonderful connection with your T - holidays can be hard but we can all get through this together

[sittingatwatersedge]

Originally Posted by Moonkin

She gave me a xmas card with so many words of wisdom it was like a full letter describeing how thoughtful and caring I was and how I can make it until the 31st. She also wrote me a pocket sized card with wisdom on it too.

WOW this is all wonderful stuff! the thought of that much care & support from T will surely help you get through the time to next session. She sounds wonderful. so happy for you!

I love you all, thanks so much