[sunrise888]

I'm a 23 year old university student who has been experiencing severe depression for the last couple of months.

I was dating my first boyfriend for 3 months and I just broke up with him a couple of weeks ago. At first everything seemed perfect for a girl that had waited so long for the "perfect" guy.

As time passed by, I felt that there was something really wrong in the relationship. Although he would call me everyday and drive about 150km every week to see me, I felt like he was becoming more distant from me by the day. He was secretive about everything in his life and wasn't willing to share simple things like how long he had been with his ex-girlfriend.

When I broke up with him, I told him that I cared for him alot but I could not take the secrecy anymore. He did not say anything or show any sort of emotion. I called him a week later and he did not pick up or ever call me back.

I have been feeling very depressed and have lost motivation towards everything else in life. I long for his touch and can't get him out of my mind.
His birthday is coming up and I want to send him a text but I know that if he doesn't respond once again it's gonna shatter me like nothing before

[jerrymichele]

((((((((((((sunrise)))))))))

You already left one text, so I wouldn't text him anymore. He might come back around. Just wait and see.