[jbug]

Well I knew it was too good to be true that my dad was going to handle me being out here for a long period of time without becoming a jerk.

He has informed my mom that she is no longer allowed to buy sodas as they are just not healthy and he thinks I drink way too many anyway. I drink maybe 2-3 a day. I asked him if would bring my mom's bike upstairs so I could ride it up and down their street instead of walking because I am getting bored just walking and he said well you just don't get the same workout walking and he didn't think I was physically fit enough to ride it anyway because their street isn't level. So I am stuck walking. I am so tired of walking and someone my size shouldn't do aerobics or anything like that there are just somethings that shouldn't be shaking around LOL.

I wish I knew how to predict when he was going to go off on these little tangents so I could duck and cover but they just come and then go just as quickly but the rules he sets down when he gets mad have to stay.

He is just being unreasonable and just plain mean.

My T thinks he is bipolar which I would have to agree with but it isn't like he would ever go to be diagnosed and get meds for he thinks the whole mental health thing is a big crock. I am surprised he allows me to go.

I am just at a loss for how to get him to let me get my sodas as that is how I get my caffiene he gets his through coffee and I get mine through sodas sure mine happens to be carbonated but it doesn't have sugar in it because I drink diet. It isn't like that is all I drink either I mainly drink water or tea just a soda here or there.

Jan

Some more deja vu all over again.

[Rhiannonsmoon]

((((jan))))

I cringe every time I see a post re your dad. Because I just know that you have been hurt again.

Does your dad have a grudge against you for something? Because he sounds so much like my mum. The other 2 kids can't do wrong and get what they want...all I got was trouble...so I really empathise with you...

Only one thing to do...walk to the shops and buy a soda..or take the bike out any way...Though you could buy your own and he couldn't stop you from riding it....

Good luck with this hon

[jbug]

Here we go again. Now I am taking too many meds. When I get a migrane one of my eyes gets droopy and I called my neurologist to get his opinion about it and he called me back today. Well I forgot to take my phone with me so dad answered it while I was gone at therapy. Huge mistake on my part. My doctor said it wasn't anything to worry about but my dad said that he thought I took too many meds and that I wouldn't find happiness in a bottle. Most of the meds I take aren't psych related. I didn't get a chance to tell him this as he walked out of the room and then out the door.

It just kills me to not ever be able to do anything right. I try and try but can't ever please him and am just so frustrated. I don't know what else I can do.

Jan

[jbug]

I took my pills and vitamins and took them into 2 piles labeled regular meds and psych meds. Guess which pile has more in it? My psych pills has 4 bottles and that is because one of my meds is split into 2 bottles because they don't all fit into one bottle.

So we will see how this works.

Jan