[El-ahrairah]

instead of being just happy, I am also so sad.

I don't know why nor can I understand it but I am terrified and I feel so sad when I think about it, I think about how much I love him and I start crying so hard.
It hurts to care and love someone so much for me, I don't understand why I feel this way.

[Rhiannonsmoon]

Hello El-ahrairah,

Why do you think this happens? Do you have a fear or worry about it?

[El-ahrairah]

Originally Posted by Rhiannonsmoon

Hello El-ahrairah,

Why do you think this happens? Do you have a fear or worry about it?

I'm not sure, I think its because I have such fear of being alone and I don't want to ever get hurt. I love him so much and I want this to be a permanent forever thing.....

[Gus1234U]

Dear El-ah,, surely you are right to fear pain, for it will come, sooner or later. The trick is exercising our capacity to tolerate and survive loss, and still enjoy the love while we have it~! One of the hardest lessons is how to let go, when it's time. Accept your own wisdom, and dare to take that next step, you will find your footing, sooner or later,,, Gus

[El-ahrairah]

Originally Posted by Gus1234U

Dear El-ah,, surely you are right to fear pain, for it will come, sooner or later. The trick is exercising our capacity to tolerate and survive loss, and still enjoy the love while we have it~! One of the hardest lessons is how to let go, when it's time. Accept your own wisdom, and dare to take that next step, you will find your footing, sooner or later,,, Gus

thanks gus. i need to learn to not freak out >o<