[lost-soul]

It's been a long time since I feel this feeling. Is it possible to fall inlove with a person because of just hearing musick. Emphasizing the word musick makes me sick because it's crazy. I've known my bf for almost 6 months. I love him very much. All things are good when we are together. For example, when I was looking at her eyes I know there is spark and magic within it. The problem is everytime I heard some specific songs I remember this guy. I mean how can this be posible? I can't turn off the music especially when I'm driving because it gives me strength especially when I am driving in the freeway. Music is my theraphy so I don't get scared while I drive so fast. I don't know how to deal with this situation. I feel also that I am not being honest with my bf because of this. Honestly, I love him so much. I am so sad when last last night we were eating outside. I asked him what if i just said one day I'm out of lobe. He just turn and said if that day comes please tell, so I will be ready. That feeling should be planned. I looked at his face. I feel the same pain. It's just I felt unfaithful to him, so I asked that question. This feelig is so stupid. Should I tell it to him? I'm so scared that he will leave me. I don't know, but I hate this feeling.