i just want to say that I feel sort of ready to move on with my life, but i feel a bit tired of the circle i was in for about 3 years and i know it. i feel now i need time for myself, now is the time where i don't want to spent it on past things. i am fine with the past, i wish everybody more of the good stuff and don't want a lot of the stress in my life. i have my down moments from time to time, and am still very capable of functioning without a person that i can call my boyfriend.
at this point of my life, i finally want some time out of this moment where i was putting myself. i am fine that life gave me challenges, i am fine that other people gave me the same, i am fine that i challenged myself, i am fine with the fact that sometimes i was doing good with all of these challenges, and sometimes even till this day i completely give up on the things i was willing to accomplish.
now, i need a shift, as oprah said, when your life shifts a bit, you have to shift a bit too to keep the balance. it is true, and these shifts will probably happen all the time so nowadays i don's stress that much but the thing is i forgot how to be the person who still have to wish to get something. now is this time, going back to things i had to skip,forgot, and stay away from. it is all about me and the lack of finding time for life. i need this time and more of it. i have a great life, i don't want past actions to build upon my future anymore because i am the only one who will live my life and if i am the one who rules it and gives up well... i do have to change, right
i am willing to talk for many topics here, will finally talk, was a fan of the site for long time but never took the time to write and spend time communicating with the people here. please,let me change this too.