[DespondentDaisy]

Another Chance bites the dust


She probably thinks I'm cool but I'm not.
It almost just happened again, I start to get close to someone new and I don’t know where to go next in the relationship.
I think I closed myself off so much in the past
and haven't had a real good friend in a long time that
I think I've forgotten how that happens.
Or should I try harder?
I don't like to push things,
I like to let things come naturally
but perhaps I'm just wasting my time?
Maybe I've forgotten how to interact properly with people?
Sometimes I just get so tired though,
people can be so draining. .I don't always think straight.
Though there are also a lot of really great uplifting and fun people that out there too.
I just wish I could just have more time to pursue my dreams.
Instead, I often end up spending so much time trying to keep up with obligations that I end up having no time for myself.
Sometimes I wish I lived by myself
And even though at times I would miss him, I would still cherish having more of the alone time that I needfully crave.

[Direction]

I like the idea of letting things come naturally...but maybe a nice little push once in awhile to test the waters...can't leave everything up to nature

[DespondentDaisy]

whoops, I forgot to include the fact that I would be missing my boyfriend, whom I currently live with.