[Lexicon78]

I never thought I could settle for a man, but here I am...loving my bf, accepting him and all his faults. I'm usually the one who is always satisfied...always looking for something better. But I've realized that the more I look for something better, the less I see that is wonderful in my life.

I know many of you know the bad parts about my bf, but I never say the good parts. The first thing out of his mouth in the morning is always "I love my Sweetpea." The last thing he says before we drift off to sleep is "I love my beautiful Sweetpea." How cool is that? He's constantly pampering me, confessing his love to me...all of that. He is a complete romantic. Yes, it can get quite tiring at times to hear all that mushiness, but I'd rather hear it than not hear it at all. He always does the dishes for me, cleans the house when I don't feel like doing it. He's very affectionate, loving, caring, kind, and tries his hardest to help me out in every way possible.

While I was just focusing on all his bad points, here was this wonderful man that I was ignoring all the time...probably making him feel like dirt no matter how much he did. I feel so bad about that. I was actually spending little to nil time with him...spending all of it online! I spend all of my free time online when actually I should be spending it with him! We're both at fault for our dwindling relationship. We both have to work harder at it. Now I'm thinking I should work harder at it than he should.

Whenever I want, he rubs my head. I love that. It's really relaxing. Whenever I want to spend time with him, he tells me to watch whatever I want to watch...even if he is watching something he's into, like sports. I swear, he's absolutely perfect for the most part.

He's even apologized for every awful thing he's ever said/done to me. He is everything I've ever wanted, maybe a bit naive, but overall he's what I've been waiting for.

I'm very sorry that I've mislead you guys about him...I've actually mislead myself, too.

[LMo]

Wow. WOW.

Need to wrap my head around this.

[Rhapsody]

Dear Lex,

When one is wounded and hurting inside it is very easy to see all the wrong in another person and very little of what is good... do not beat yourself up over this mistake, for you have at least seen the errors of your way, now you can change your negative thinking.

Good Luck....

LoVe,
Rhapsody -

[greenfairy]

lex. . . i am so happy for you. i think youre a wonderful person and i'm glad things are looking up for you
sometimes we need to step back to see the good in people, especially the ones that are right in front of us.
hope you two have a very happy valentines day

You are the one who knows what is best for you!

((((((((((Lexicon))))))))))))))