recently i have lost my friend who ment the world to me and i feel so lost without her in my life. i met her about a year ago and we became best of friends nothing could seperate us from each other. we didnt hang out much but we were dedicated friends we talked every single day and stuff and i eventually found out she ment more to me than just a friend. i started liking her and she knew it but had a boyfriend.

she knew me in and out and i did with her she has had a pretty rough go with abuse in her life and i told her i would always be there for her no matter what. as time went on i told her i loved her and that went bad but we were still friends. then up untill recently after i dated a bad girlfriend who they both hated each other i ended it and then my friend basicaly started ignoring me a week later

. now its 4 months later and we have bairley talked and our friendship i believe is ruined i gave her my word and now stuff has happened. her house burnt down 2 weeks ago and shes having a rough time, im trying to be there for her but she is ignoring me still. it makes me so upset because she means the world to me and will do anything to have her back. so i guess im asking for advice on what i should do she means everything to me she is my dream girl.